my l a m e confessions......................................

2005-05-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

mjc won the soccer tournament!!!
*woohoo*
that's why i didn't have sch on fri
thanks to stick's wonderful performance
and the opponent's arrogance
*wahahaha*
it was a thriller
mj scored a spectacular goal into the top right hand corner
beautiful
and they got one back on penalty
hmph.
boiled down to penalty kicks
i screamed so loud i lost my voice
sheepish grin.
i love the soccer guys!!!

went out with my class on fri
04s204 gathering (mini)
went to queensway to look for bags
orchard for bags/ jacket and *ahem*
and for dinner
which the guys unglamourously came late
by about 45 min
i was starving alr.
wad can i say?
this generation of guys.
sigh.
took neoprints too
by the time we came out of the booth our shirts were soaked
try fitting 11 pple into a booth
esp with two pple who wanted full view of their faces
guess who.
grins.

out with uncle on sat to watch him play 3 on 3
waited for 7 hours
wow.
my patience is improving
not bad
it was quite fun
but i'm not a bball person so...
ah well
at least we managed to do some work
and they got quite far
semis i think
uncle must jia you k?
dun stress out

oh wait.
this is hilarious
the teams participating had the weirdest names
like
banana boys.
fishing club.
anything.
unknown.
too short 4 bball.
*guffaws*
i kept laughing everytime the mc said their names
banana boys!!
*rolls on the floor laughing*

tmr's gp paper
gd luck everyone
i'll go read my exercise book now
i never actually realised how many eggs stick drew into my book
all looked the same
stick!!! stop it!!!
i can't draw any variations of a stick
i mean, wad else?
eggs can have many faces/ cracks
but sticks?
damn.

i'll get muggy next.
watch out.

2005-05-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

this week wasn't really good
i played in the sa match
and i lost
sigh.
so the score's 4 - 1
me being the only one who lost
damn.
could have been a clean sweep
ah well.
life's like that

so mj's 5th among the jcs
so near and yet so far
there's always next yr of course
only i wun be part of it
its depressing to be old
chuckles.
old?
i ain't even 18 yet

we offically retired from baddie on thurs
nomination for new caps and vices
sniff.
i dun wanna retire!!!
the atmosphere was a bit moody and depressing
it got better after the choc cake
grins.
its a farewell gift from the j1s
super delicious
everyone was squabbling over the portion of cake they got
as usual
we're greedy.
anyhow, the guys didn't show their sadness
(if they even had any)
first the bashed the new guy's cap, ced, in the toilet
and then they filmed another one of their "counterstrike" movies again
laughs.
it was hilarious
u should definately see the video
quite pro.
long story short, they all were supposed to die in the toilet
and louis was stuck at the door, half in half out
struggling like he was injured
and nerd removed his leg which propped the door open
so the door shut on louis' stomach
rolls over the floor laughing.
so in the end, louis was really injured

i'll miss baddie trainings
though most of it was detestable due to the irritating presence of idiot
lol.
but it was fun cos of the team
i wouldn't mind going through it all again even with idiot
sigh.
now its time to concentrate on studies
er.
.
right.
grins.

watched "amityville horror" yesterday
as usual
me and man de were the only ones screaming
seriously
we screamed super loud
quite embarassing actually.
all sha and yin's fault.
shouldn't put 2 easily scared screaming pple together
man de grabbed me so hard i think my blood circulation stopped
but the movie was *shudder* damn freaky
urgh.
shudder.
i was so scared after watching it
when i reached home everything was dark
my whole family went out
i kept imagining stupid things so i didn't dare go upstairs to bathe
blush.
i know it seems childish but i'm really easily scared
i turned on the tv straight away so there'll be company
grins
gosh.
i'm really chicken.

coockle-doodle doo.

2005-05-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

lee is a f-ing idiot
i dun care if the whole world reads this
he is
period.
i pulled my thigh muscle after napfa
i think i tried too hard for broad jump
guess wad that idiot said?
why?
WHY!!!!!!!
hello?!!!!
anyone with a shred of human decency would enquire whether i'm fine
but noooooooo
idiot asks why.
anyone with fully formed, fully functional brain would know that it actually hurts
but this moron had the cheek to imply that i was faking it
HELLO?!?!?!?!
why would i want to walk like a zombie and look retarded to skip footwork?
stupid block-head with vaccuum in his head.
just because i'm stroking doesn't imply that it doesn't hurt
i'm standing on ONE BLOODY SPOT FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!
ARGH.
i'm not the only one who's pissed with the idiot
if it wasn't for the baddie gals(who totally rock) i would have left
bastard.

ok, here's the update.
we played against rjc today
lost 5 - 0
which was kinda expected
our crucial match is against ajc and sajc
if we beat them then its semis for us!!!
whee!

and yeah, prom's held in fullerton
and get this,
the cost is 95 bucks
95 BUCKS.
i nearly fainted when i heard it
isn't it like very steep?
a hundred bucks just to get into the hotel ballroom
HUH?
i just dun get it
apparently response is not gd
hope they change the venue.

ok.
i'm still p i s s e d with idiot
argh.
i hope he....
that's for me to know and for u to imagine urself
*wahahahaha*

2005-05-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

we won tpjc!!!!
*woohoo*
meaning, of course, that we're in the sec round
for the VERY FIRST TIME!!!!!
*champagne popping*
actually we technically haven't gotten into sec round yet
tj has to beat tp before its confirmed
er...
which will happen of course
tj thrashed us 5 - 0
and we returned the favour by thrashing tp 5 - 0
so....
YAY!!!!!

after the match mr lee treated us to pizzahut
*grin*
of course everyone wanted to go
after we pigged out, laughed to death and polished off everything
some of us went to watch "hse of wax"
i didn't want to watch it but the rest... well...
i spent roughly 35% of the show burying my head in hui sin's shoulder going
the usual
"shitshitshitshit"
and other similar nonsenical comments instead of enjoying the movie
god it was gross
there's this part where the insane wax faced guy plunges two knives into a guy and when he starts dragging him away, the head stays with the knives
*shudder*
and there's this part where the same insane guy uses a pair of scissors to snip the poor guy's (who later gets "waxed" haha) ankle vein
and a part where another guy (who gets his head stuck on the floor with the knives) finds his "waxed" fren and tries to help peel the wax off his face, only he's actually peeling off the guy's skin too
*barfs*
its all blood and gore
gross man
it isn't actually scary but u should have seen me in the theatre
i was muttering to myself so loudly everyone was going "shhh"
*blushes* so paiseh
of course mavis and aziz were equally bad

ooo i forgot to mention
paris hilton starred in the movie
of course she wasn't given much lines
but all the sex scenes were hers
*laughs*

never watch a scary movie with me unless u've got broad and soft shoulders
and dun mind me burying my head in it
and screaming
and muttering rubbish
*grin*

anyone wants to try?

2005-05-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

2005-04-30T18:32:00.000+08:00

the weather's been so freaking hot
every morning i wake up
and immediately start sweating
i swear my fan is blowing hot air.
sheesh.
this weather's been making me drowsy too
now lectures are so welcomed
once i enter the air con hits me
and i go "ahhhhh"
oooo...
black tables combined with my file
cushy pillow
best for zzzzzzzzzzzz

that's why i have no idea about stats 4
shepish grin.
and asexual reproduction
and electrochem 2
basically everything...

i have this stupid test coming up on tue
bio
growth and development, and asexual
that's a lot a lot of definitions and procedures to memorise
(i just learnt today that eating too much pepper can cause stm,
maybe that accounts for my recent sotong-ness)
anyhow i dun understand growth
once yeow's voice hits me i go brain-dead
he's sooooooo annoying
he keeps contradicting himself u know?
its like a split personality thing.
argh. argh. argh.
*&^%$%#^%$^%&$^&%^%$#

had friendly with jjc
make us come on sat and guess wad?
the girls team for jj didn't show
...
we played against the guys instead.
gosh.
they totally didn't want to play with us
i mean they didn't even make the effort to hit properly
bloody idiots
i know we're girls, we're supposedly the "weaker" sex, we're soooooo way below their almighty high standard
scowls.
they're insulting us.

tournament starts on wed!!!!
i'm getting jitters
its our last yr to get smth
i really hope we get what we deserve

go mj baddie!!!!!

2005-04-23T14:20:00.000+08:00

i have no life.
yup.
i dun.
nil.
nada
zero
ziltch.
i'm spending my time studying.
wheeeeeeeeee.
i so LOVE studying.
frowns.
i'm so exhausted after a sch day
sheepish grin.
i slept during maths lect twice
i know mr neo is really cute and lame
but i can't seem to keep awake
sighs.
i have no idea wad's going on from cumulative onwards
oh wells.
extra mugging for me

know wad?
i can't stand yeow.
seriously
i hate his tutorials
those who r taught by him recognise this?
the onus is on u
to hammer out the key words
simply because...
volume 5 million etc
argh.
he's just so annoying
he loves to contradict himself
he told us before the block test that only the alpha cells detect the rise in glucose levels, not both beta and alpha
like in the notes
he kept insisting the notes were wrong
i wrote that for blk test
and guess wad?
i was marked wrong!!!
then he tried to defend himself
"oh... its not the alpha cells only simply because crap crap crap..."
argh.
i'll never forgive him

oh yeah.
girls team drew a pretty gd draw for the tournament
against tj and tp
we're really lucky
we only need to beat tp to get into sec round
yay!!
starts on the 4th of may
guys didn't get a gd draw though
i think they're against rj, nj and some other
i know they can do it
they're good!
lol

right.
i'm off to do electrochem now
ciao.

sorry about the more boring posts nowadays
my life hasn't been interesting for ages
i had some weird dreams lately but
er.
they shouldn't be posted
incriminating.
lol
haven't had time anyways

2005-04-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

imagine having to marinate 3 packs of chicken.
works out to roughly 100 plus bloody, raw and ice cold dead rubbery chickens
i think i'm not gonna eat chicken for the next week
bleurgh.
stupid nerd
i told him we wouldn't be able to finish it
i'm right.
ha.
the bbq cum chalet totally rocked
we just ate, played cards, tau pok-ed pple, watched tv and made a mess of the chalet
one last fling before the tournament
sigh.
according to lee, we have a gd chance of getting into sec round this time
we only need to beat tpjc to advance
wheet.
hopefully we can do it

ah great.
so much fun last night and i've got two tests next week
gotta dash.
study study study.
my life sucks.

wahahahahaha.

2005-04-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

think about this:
"our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. we have guided missiles and misguided men" - Martin Luther King Jr
true huh?

baddie team had a friendly match against acjc on wed
gosh.
i totally regret coming to mj
why the hell did i stay?
blergh.
bad decisions suck for life
i wanted to leave so badly and i stayed
sucker.
anyway, didn't get thrashed
HA.
won one lost one
wasn't that bad

u should have been on the bus when we went there
it was raining and the hatch was leaking
giggles.
some rain water dripped onto louis' pants
right there
u know,
there.
lol
serves him right for trying to take our pictures
ha.

i had this weird dream
fine
since when has my dreams NOT been weird?
i dreamt i was a spectator of an
indian sch's diving competition
it was staged like ms universe
with the preliminaries and all
funny thing is
the diving board is the same height as the pool
but the children could jump really high and do all these twists and turns
grins.
weird dreams for weird pple

u know my eye infection thing?
the doc advised me not to wear contacts
so on sun morn i turned up at the friendly match with specs
pei wei took one look at me and laughed
he called me auntie
AUNTIE!!!
sobs.
then mon it got worse
amir looked at me and had fits
do i really look that bad?
even the 202/203 guys started laughing when i walked into bio lecture
sniff.
all u guys
u'll get ur retribution!!!!

oh yeah.
baddie guys are planning a chalet/ bbq this fri - sun
YAY!!!!
it was so much fun at the last one
nerd suggested watching scary movies again
nah.
at least not with man de ard
she squeezed me so hard the last time i had her fingerprint marks all over
whee!
i bet they want the ps/ xbox again
guys.
roll eyes.
i can't wait!!!
grins.

2005-04-03T10:30:00.000+08:00

its the revenge of the childhood nightmare.
here's the story
when i was still a cute lil girl in pinafores
i was struck by this eye infection called belpharitis
which is, in layman's terms, a pimple-like thing in the eyelid
which causes it to swell
making me look like a "mutant"
it's filled with pus but unlike most pimples, which is covered with a layer of skin
this doesn't have one
so the pus isn't solid-like, its fluid
which makes it painful every time i blink
unavoidable.
raw, red and disgusting
eurgh.
and its back after a 5 yr absence
omen i think.

got back my block test results
i think i'm psychic or smth
i correctly predicted everyone of my results
whoa.
i should quit sch now and become a gypsy
since i have no further prospects in this sch
that's right.
e, o, f
eof.
the only consolation is gp, a2
ha.
i can't stand studying hard for tests an getting crappy results like this
it isn't fair.
wad's the bloody point of studying and getting eof?

i think i have a scarf somewhere
and some weird skirts
and a tent
i think i could pull off the gypsy look

look into my crystal ball
i see into the depths of ur future

2005-03-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

block test was...
er.
how should i say it?
bad. horrible. terrible. difficult.
combined.
predictions:
bio - i made a stupid mistake for which i'm still kicking myself *ouch* for. ao
maths - quite ok. d or e
chem - suckiest paper. dun ask. no time to finish. argh. f(ail)

story of my sad, pathetic life.

i'm dreading next week
oh.
actually its already next week
sigh.
papers coming back i suppose
wish me luck
if u dun see me in the next few days
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
means i'm sick

haha.
i'm not gonna kill myself

sheesh.
bad time for jokes
pardon me.
i haven't been lame for quite a while
but
i've returned

*evil grin*

2005-03-19T13:43:00.000+08:00

define the word "holiday".
according the the BBC English Dictionary,
a "holiday" is a period of time during which you are not working.
according the the Oxford Paperback Dictonary,
a "holiday" is an extended period of recreation,
esp. spent away form home,
break from work and school.
let's see...
according to Ting Yi's Dictionary of Confounded English,
a "holiday" is a period of time spent mugging,
esp. for up-coming exams
it is also an extended period of stress, bad appetite and short temper.
the word "holiday" has taken a whole new meaning huh?
actually, i dun think it should be used in the sch calendar.
wad's the point?
if i was the one planning the stupid calendar it'll look smth like this:
march "holiday" : time to study for block test!
june "holiday" : time to study for mid yr exams!
sep "holiday" : time to study for prelims!
nov "holiday" : time to study for a levels!
no wonder they planned hols before exams
its actually a hidden time for u to study
hmph.
hols indeed

went for the og bbq yesterday
its really great to meet them all again for the last time
for some at least
a lot of them r leaving mj
ah well
i suppose its best for them
i feel like they've all grown up and flown away
u know.
i dun think we'll ever have this much fun like during orientation
for the remaining part of this yr that is

i didn't really have a lot of fun during bbq though
at the back of my mind i was going
" wait a min. x gal is hydrolysed by beta galactosidase to form blue product right? which one has the disrupted lac Z gene? reannealed plasmid or rDNA?"
argh.
u know how annoying that is?

right.
its back to being mugger again
i probably wun be posting anymore till thurs
that's after my last chem paper.

ciao.

(FYI, rDNA will form white product due to its disrupted lac Z gene, reannealed plasmid will form a blue product) :)

2005-03-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

i can't stand pple who spit
i just encountered 2 guys that spit directly in my path
directly.
ok.
wad the hell's their prob?
i'm just an innocent person who happened who walk by when u wanna spit
mind spitting in the grass?
not on the bloddy path
actually, u should do it in the sink
in a bathroom
and quickly flush it down
i bet this is how sars was spread
inconsiderate, insolent idiots.
i pity the poor person who walks past it not knowing wad happened
unhygenic, germ carrying ass
u should attend cme classes AGAIN!

enuff said

i lost my match today
ah.
dun wanna talk about it

interesting pt
guys sweat like mad.
ok.
to put it mildly,
guys who play baddie sweat a lot
A LOT.
there was this guy who was doing line judge in front of us
and he was literally dripping with sweat
not very unusual but it gets worse.
after the match was over he got up from the chair
and his shirt got stuck on the sides of the chair
so it tipped
and guess wad?
water (sweat) flowed down from the seat
i solemnly swear i'm not joking.
it flowed.
creating this puddle on the floor
not a small puddle
a big big puddle
like someone spillled water
i really pity the poor girl who sat there
i bet she was clueless.
cringe.

anyone got the following cds to lend me?
1. jet
2. greenday
3. destiny's child
4. U2
5. pug jelly

2005-03-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

argh.
i've got a stupid song in my head
u know the one where oscar (shark's tale) sings that song
da(x4) da(x2) da(x2) can't touch this
argh.
there it goes again

went with magan to her dentist
she had to pluck/extract/pull two teeth
one side of her mouth was so numb her lips were puckered
when she went to remove the cotton wool her gums kept bleeding
and bleeding
its like a continuous flow
shudder.
lucky i dun need braces
i'm blessed with gd genes
thank god

for the past week the subject teachers have been conducting
"ur seniors did well cos they worked their ass off" talks
i think its supposed to motivate us
yeah right.
more like stress us out
or maybe i'm the only one who's stressed
the rest dun seem to be affected
huh.
maybe i put too much pressure on myself
i tend to do that often
its called paranoia
heh.
the search for the elusive a a b
(at this stage at least)
plus i've been looking thru the scholarship booklets
groan.
u wun believe the requirements
i have no idea wad i wanna do
i have some considerations though
1. medicine
2. law
3. psychology
4. political science
5. business

i know wad i dun want though
1. no 8-5 job that prisons me to a desk
2. no loner jobs
3. gd pay, not peanuts
4. no dealing with children or the elderly
5. no IT or engineering
6. no manual work

choices choices

i'm gonna be studying throughout the hols
most prob in sch
my hse is still undergoing construction
can u believe it?
its been 2 yrs
madness.

anyone wants to join me just call
i'm flexible

2005-03-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

i found the perfect line for today
"sunday morning rain is falling"
familiar?

guess wad?
i passed chinese!!!
YES!!!!!!!!!!!
*whoot*
c5
ok.
it may not look so nice
but for me its a sigh of relief
imagine the torture of having to go through chinese again
shudder.
no way.

apparently mj did pretty well for the a levels
my seniors did well.
damn.
i'm stressed now
how the hell am i gonna reproduce the same results?
start studying now
NOW.
i am.
really
SERIOUS!!!
but now break time lah.
heh.

2005-02-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

seems a lot of pple did well for o's
lots and lots of 11/12 pointers
and they're all staying in mj
bleah.
not that i dun welcome them
its just that the sch admin totally downright
S U C K S
i can't define why it sucks but it just does.
i dare u to ask the j2s in mj whether they like the sch
i'll bet 99.9% will say a resounding
N O
heh.
see?

a lil background history here
i totally DID NOT want to come mj after pae
i was suay and got here
(ok, fine, not really)
i put acjc first choice
and didn't get in
mj was my 6th choice
6TH!!!!!
so i was in a super-duper bad mood when i came here
and then i liked it in first 3 mths
and i stayed
HA!
stupidest thing i've done
but come to think of it
i dun really really regret coming here
i mean, yeah the admin sucks
but the pple here r great
(with the exception of a minority)
the teachers aren't that incapable either
so i guess it was a relatively gd choice

heh.
who am i kidding?

2005-02-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

warning: bad mood

there's only 2 things i can't stand before an event
1. last min planning
2. last min cancellations

dun ask.

didn't go for the pulau ubin thing in the end.
louis called me up this morn to ask
he sounded pretty pissed
i would too, in his position.

i've spent the entire day bored to death.
lesson learned
dun study at home the whole day
i'll rot and die
1 die
2 die
3 dead.
remember?
heh.

went to mavis' hse on wed.
wah.
damn fun
we watched wimbledon and half of the last samurai
why half u ask
cos the other disc couldn't work.
(pirated see?)
grin.
we also made sandwiches for the "trip"
ok.
in the end only me
the rest helped but ling just slept
(everywhere also sleep)
sigh.
when we reached her maid actually prepared this towering mound of chicken and fries
yum.
i think we only managed to finish 1/3 of it
cos stupid us bought campbell's soup
2 cans
and it came out in two bowls
ok.
bigger than bowls
er...
right.
tureens.
normally i welcome it
its delicious
but 2 tureens is too much

ah well.
i gtg redeem myself now.
functions.
complex no.s

does it make sense to pple?
(starfish)

2005-02-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

i can't stand P & C
argh.
sick topic
i've been TRYING to do the tut
to no avail of course
argh.
its so irrtating
so many possible combinations
(pardon the pun)
ARGH.

anyhow,
i've been really busy the past few days
trying to catch up with hw etc.
i've fallen quite far behind
blame it on trainings and stupid tests
there's block tests coming in march.
gasp.
yep, march.
its alr 1/2 of feb.
whee.
and guess wad?
(drum roll)
i haven't started studying
(round of applause)
i dunno why i've been so tired lately
like i come home from trainings completely drained
even after normal sch days
like after 10, my brain shuts down
i used to be able to stay up till 11
wth.
at this rate i wun be able to finish everything
and u know wad this means.
weekend pia-ing again.
pathetic me.
i've been sacrificing my weekends for the past...
er...
yr?
grimace.
yep, that's jc life for u.
i haven't watched a SINGLE movie this yr.
woah.
serious huh?
i so wanted to watch constantine.
guess i wun be able to.
shrugs.
ah well

i'll stop lamenting now.

there's some things to look forward to
next wed to sun is a hol
opening ceremony
ah.
i forgot to mention
lai bought a spanking new car.
guess wad?
a bmw 5 series
wtf.
joel guessed it was for the oc.
guffaws.
he might be right.
back to the story
louis planned a cycling trip on pulau ubin on thurs
yipee.
i haven't gone for eons
it'll be fun with the team.
mud track.
sunburn.
mosquitoes.
gosh.
i can't wait!

quoty: an eye for an eye, and the whole world would be blind

2005-02-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

i'm still in the cny mood

i dun feel like studying
eventhough i know i have to cos there's the a levels coming

u know wad?
i can't those aunties that go "oooo... so tall alr arh?"
i mean come on...
they've been saying that for as long as i can remember
every single yr
and guess wad?
i haven't grown in 3 yrs
stunted growth.
ha.
that shows.
i think they dunno wad else to say
that phrase is a common "filler"

my cousin came stayed over ONE night at my hse
F.Y.I, she's pri 3 and super spoilt
recipe for disaster.
not that i'm a child hater or anything
but i can't stand small children
i mean,
they're cute and all
fun to play with
but i can't take care of them
they drive me nuts.
i think its cos i'm impatient
my parents actually agreed to this nightmare without telling me.
(thanks mum, thanks dad)
we dun have an extra matress
so me and sis had to join our beds for 3 of us
i couldn't sleep the whole night
wanna know why?
first, she took up 3/4 of my side of the bed
leaving me to sleep in a rigid position
barely enough space to turn
(she's big sized for her age)
sec, it was freezing cold and she stole my blanket
hers dropped into the gap btw the beds
tried to take it but couldn't reach
hypothermia.
third, she fights in her sleep
i got kicked and punched
fourth, she slept entirely on my side
so my sis had her bed to herself
fifth, i finally fell asleep
and when i woke up,
her butt/ass was in my face
foetal position.

never, never EVER will this happen again.

went shopping again.
bought a new wallet,
bag
and clothes from topshop.
heh.
now i'm studying for chem test.
halogenoalkanes,
carbonyl,
alkanes/kenes,
arenes.
wheet.
i'm gonna flunk this again
i think i'm immune to it alr.
i've flunked nearly every test so far.
kiss my a level cert bye bye

BYE!

2005-02-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

first of all...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!!
that goes out to everyone reading this.
may all ur wishes and dreams come true!

i haven't exactly bought new yr clothes
heh.
as usual lah
my mum tried (TRIED) her best to get me to wear a skirt
a skirt.
ah well.
i didn't say anything
i pretended to be busy with hm.
ha ha.
actually i dun mind.
just didn't have time to buy.
ah heck.
i hardly know my relatives anyway.
all i want is the...
$$$$$
*guffaws*
ok.
i'm not THAT money minded
its just i only see them once a yr
wad's the point?
i can't remember my cousins' names
hmmm...
actually i'm not even sure if they ARE my cousins
or other relations.
*shrugs*
i go around every yr stuck next to my mum
convenient for nudging her for their names
heh.
guess my extended family isn't close.

i'm sick of doing halogenoalkanes.
i feel gulity.
i'm until...
*flips pages*
pg 11
heh.
i'm SO dead
there's a levels for goodness sake
and my seniors said if i wanna do well i better start studying NOW
now. now. now.
when i'd rather be out
watching a movie
playing pool
slacking
*kicks myself*
guess they're right.
but i'm not in panic mode yet
i'm under this delusion that i have PLENTY of time
ha.
that's luxury i DON'T have.

b o r e d o m sucks...

2005-02-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

argh.
why do i always screw up?
(ok, fine. this is the first time)
but why TODAY of all days?
and why must it be THAT?
i felt so awkward.
stupid me.
can't i think of anything remotely intelligent
or coherent
to say?
*bangs head on wall*
argh.
WHY?
i've never come across such an oppotune moment
and i go ahead and screw it up.
there must be smth wrong with me.

went out with the og to study today at starbucks
tried (the word here is TRIED) to do
nitrogen compounds,
carboxylic acids,
nervous control
over ambitious me.
obviously i couldn't do everything.
the stupid acids tut is so difficult
why must they have so many rxns?
and i have to memorise everything.
HA.
reagent,
conditions.
i catch no balls.

couldn't concentrate.
how could i anyway?
jie was singing.
*groans*
u know how he's like.
i was in the
"dun feel like doing anything"
mood.
couldn't stand it anymore,
so i went to orchard to walk.
and that's where i screwed up.

met tian there.
they were doing some charity stuff there
went home with her.
on the train i screwed up AGAIN.
shit.
apparently i'm daft today.
and tongue tied.
embarassing.

training on fri was so slack.
we "trained" driving for one hour.
ONE HOUR.
one whole ridiculous hour on driving.
doing the same thing over
and over
and over again.
i can't lift my right hand.
foo can't train us for nuts.
i even miss lee.
ha.
last thing i would say.
but i said it.
that's how desperate.

my life is not going very well.
let's make a list of the things i screwed up.
organic chem test. (f-ing arrows)
maths test. (f-ing MI)
gp essay. (f-ing scope)
and now THIS
-
i'm behind on my work.
but i'm still slacking
wth.

stop thinking so much.
wad is urs is urs.
ha.
since when is life this easy?
dun take it from me.
i'm not despondent.
just feeling i haven't gotten a gd start.

see wad happened to my new yr's resolution?
down the drain.

2005-01-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

*blows nose*
i'm sick.
yes i am.
again.
lost my voice,
sore throat,
runny nose.
u know why?
cos of amir.
contagious germ infested homo sapien.
did he feel remorseful?
nope.
duh.

didn't go to sch on fri.
ha.
first time i've missed sch since the start of jc
*gasp*
but i went back at 1230 to give jewolrd his prezzie.
oh yeah.
happy b day!
met the whole og there.
it was really sweet of them to make that huge card.
my b day's on 4th oct.
*hint*
they better do smth like that
or i'll kill.
*wink*

got two tests coming next week.
bio test and chem spa.
right.
chem spa isn't really a test.
ah heck.
transport in mammals,
transport in plants.
*sheesh*
atria, ventricle,
SA, AV node
etc.

my sis is getting a new phone
and i dun have any.
not even one.
zit.
and she says
"too bad urs got confiscated"
too bad i didn't strangle her.
u know wad model?
sony ericsson t630
the one i wanted.
ha.
fate is cruel.
ah well.
at least i have a "phone"
*shrugs*

i'm stuck at home.
just got back from sch.
did that stupid quiz.
Sucks with a cap S.
100 ques.
ridiculous.
looks like i'm not getting my $2.50 back

wanted to ask the og pple out.
not free.
my frens?
1. sleeping
2. out with gf
3. can't make it
4. play soccer
guess i'll rot here then.
can't be bothered to go out anymore.
wad's the use?
its sat.
*groan*
pple mountain pple sea
(ren shan ren hai)

there's only one thing on my mind.
studying.
*argh*
wad's wrong with me?
perhaps i should seek psychiatric help.
ha.

ah.
jackie chan adventures.
guess i should end here.

period.

2005-01-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

clarification:
guys... u are all nuts... why is everyone so astounded/shocked/surprised etc that i have an eye candy? (hello? earth to u) mind u, i said "eye candy" which according to my dic(tionery) means... er... someone u like to look at? (hmm... sounds wrong) ah well, something along that line... can u guys dun sound as if that concept is so alien? nth wrong right? i know some of u have, so why it is sooooooooo "weird" that i have? enlighten me pls...

another thing... i heard from my freshies that he's kinda popular among the j1 girls (the kind who giggles and flirts) so yeah... turns pple off... ah well...

i've been going out for 3 days straight with my freshies (makes me sound old huh?) and here bk would go "wah! 3 days arh? not sick of them meh?" no i'm not... they're such a fun bunch... plus it makes me feel younger (*heh* like as if i'm eighty and immobile) a brief review...

thurs:
went with er... a lot of them to fab's house... played tennis and "billiard" (HA! the table was the billiard table, 9 ft, plus pool balls... so we should call it poolliard or billool *grinz*) char has hidden talent, except he needs to hone his ball control... all of us sitting on the bench were targets for stray balls... as deb said, "hazard"... we went up to join the rest playing poolliard/ billool and ordered pizzas for dinner... the conversation was totally crappy... like the tomato cheeks that squirt juice, pizzas that enlarge to 50 times their size in water... the works lah...

fri:
went out to study with fab, li shan and nicole at bk heartland (they're soooo nice... they came all the way here for me!!! *sniff*) ok lah... most of the time we were studying but of course over lunch and "break" periods we were talking about er... crap again... oh! the pin no thing fab told us was super funny (remind me to tell u in sch)

sat:
met a lot of them again in orchard to buy b day presents for "honey stars"... as usual (*sigh*) my dear jie was L A T E so we were waiting for him outside the mrt station... *groan* he came in a PINK shirt... i was... er... stunded (mu mu's words)... (ok... i'm not against guys wearing *shudder* pink shirts but they have to look gd in them and... jie really didn't look gd in pink) i tried not to talk to him... i mean... its PINK for heaven's sake!!! but not successful lah... siblings have to talk... hopefully he listens... wad a fashion disaster *cringe*... anywayz, we bought the stuff for him alr so its now waiting to be wrapped...
went to play pool at parkway after that... i've got my skills back! *uh huh* technically lah... went to eat at mac after that... we were talking about cartoons (like x men, spiderman, kim possible, jackie chan adventures, simpsons) i love them!!! er... *blush* i mean... they're cute... *heh*

i'm gonna be a gd gd girl and stay home to study today... if not i'll have met them to study at tam...

*yawnz*
apoplast, symplast, vacuolar *nods off*

*snores*

a brief summary

2005-01-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

i've been pretty busy the past week... mainly catching up with lessons, going out with the sargas 3 pple and trainings... so yeah... a brief summary...

1) in case some of u out there are so wols that u didn't catch this, i'm in a new class now... 04S204... the pple there aren't bad just that i haven't had the chance to talk to most of them yet... ah well, give it time...

2) my teachers are great... at least better than those i had last yr (not all but some *ahem*) and guess wad? i have conrad lee as my teacher *groan* i'm seeing him every single day now, including trainings... *sigh* but he's a gd gp teacher (in my opinion) so yeah... guess its fine...

3) i have a new partner too... as in baddie partner... she's from dunman high... good player just that she gets nervous... but we can pair quite well alr... not bad... *woot*

4) i've been going out with the sargas 3 pple practically everyday... we've even decided to come back to sch on sat to study... (seriously though i think they're all bonkers... studying barely 2 weeks into sch term is madness... but hey, we all have our eccentricities... i'm not complaining... construction is still ongoing)

5) i was totally pissed off with the dark one (i still am actually)... i asked him back for my notes and he just said "i'll give u back on mon" hello????? i have a test idiot!!! lucky i can do without notes or i'd have throttled him...

6) went out with baby kimmy and jie to buy sneakers... the nike sneaker club is officially in operation!!! in sargas 3 alone, there are alr 3 pple!!! me, ally and kimmy... *whistle* i'm trying to get jie to buy... (ok... some pple are alr rolling their eyes at my "childishness" but hey, i'm like that)

7) i'm gonna flunk my bio spa... its totally unfair to have it on mon when i just came back from orientation!!! *hmph* and the ques was so unexpected!!! i'm gonna flunk flunk flunk...

8) *heh* my "eye candy" msged me!!! ok lah... just to ask about baddie trials and stuff but at least i know his name... i was kinda shocked when i received it... lol... (stop rolling ur eyes lar!!!)

er... that's all... i wun be posting a lot nowadays since i have tons and kilotons of homework and tests coming so yeah...

see ya when i see ya!!!!

orientation 2005

2005-01-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

orientation 2005 was an unforgetable experience... seriously... sargas 3 freshmen totally rocked... i really can't express how much i wanna thank them for making my stint as an ogl so memorable... by the second day they were already leading their own cheers... the ogls didn't even need to persuade, coax or plead them to do anything... they took their own initiative... really an exhilarating ride...

on the last day of orientation (yesterday), they asked the 5 ogls to line up in a row and presented us with a thank you card and a rose... i was so super touched by that gesture... they were so enthu and bubbly even after sargas was last place...

the ogls thought that was it... but no... the freshies asked us to go out to the area outside the hall... i was kinda curious cos it was 10 plus at night and they were supposed to be going home... when i went there with the rest of the ogls, i was so shocked to see the whole of sargas freshies ther waiting for us... they had lighted up tealights and arranged them in a heart shape just to thank us... while they were singing the "if we hold on together" song, i was standing next to char and she was crying... frankly, i was extremely touched by the freshies... i mean, i've never met anyone in my entire life who touched me so much... and now there's the whole of sargas freshies... i wanted to start crying but i desperately tried to hold back the tears... then i saw my "long lost best fren" alyaa and constance crying and i couldn't control my tears anymore... *sniff* they actually made me cry... that's so difficult to do... actually it was kinda funny cos me and alyaa kept telling each other not to cry but we couldn't stop... our og kept coming up to us saying "stop crying" and hugging us but i just couldn't help it... by then most of the female ogls (including me) had red, puffy eyes... really can't describe how i feel... just overwhelming...

eventhough sargas came in last during orientation, the freshies were so upbeat... so wad if we didn't win? i bet no other house had freshies like that... so wad if i lost my voice completely, suffer from gastric and come home every night at 10 plus dead tired? it was all worth it... if i could go through the whole thing again i would with no regrets... how can i feel anything but gratitude for the sargasians?

we are all winners...

rainin cats and dogs man

2005-01-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

Look outside ur window now... wad do u see?
(I bet I could tell u the ans in a heartbeat)

RAIN.

Wad was outside ur window 30 mins ago?

RAIN.

Wad was outside ur window the WHOLE day?

RAIN.

Gosh... it's been raining non stop since I woke up at 8... not to mention I'm so freakin' (a la white chicks) cold now, even my toe nails turned blue... hypothermia here I come... and as if the day isn't already dreary, wet, cold and dismal as it is, my dad came up with some 'cold' jokes to keep us 'entertained' (ha ha) read at ur discretion...

If u ask a monk how his day went, if he (monk) says "the sun rises from the east" then he's fine... if he says "the sun rises from the west" means he's feeling off...

If u ask a monk a ques he can't ans, he'll say "to ask me this is like asking me for a comb" (which in case some of u are wols, monks dun have hair therefore they have no comb... get?)

Now someone wonders why I'm so lame...

Get? In the genes man... all in the jeans...

*shiver*

argh

2005-01-01T20:31:00.000+08:00

*argh*

i can't stand the nerve wrecking anticipation... i'm not exactly the most calm of all pple... why can't they just tell us the class we're in?!?!?!?!?! i HATE waiting... its inconsiderate to make pple wait... i dun like this... some pple in my class alr know and i dun!!!! why?!?!?!??!?!?! amir said they sent us a msg... HELLO!!!! i changed my number!!!! *argh*

this is aggravating...

new yr's resolutions

2004-12-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

ok... the new yr's starting... so according to the age old tradition of writing (useless) new yr resolutions, i'm supposed to write one... ok... i'm hyping it up since it isn't actually an "age old tradition" but i just wanna write one anyway... let's see how many i can keep...

new yr resolutions 2005: (in no particular order)

1. eat more veggies
(cos its supposed to be good for u, disregarding amir's "veggies make u fat" theory... however, there is a catch... i said eat MORE veggies, not more VARIETIES, therefore i wun touch broccoli, tomatoes etc... ah ha!)

2. put on a bit (BIT) more weight
(cos according to my mum, i look malnurished... hey, i lost like 6 kg ever since i stepped into MJC... must be the sch *grin* this might be possible... i mean, look at how much i eat!)

3. study super duperly hard to get super duperly good results
(i wanna study law or medicine see? hopefully overseas... s'pore is too small)

4. forgive and forget
(or rather, dun harp on the past... let bygones be bygones etc... start the yr afresh)

5. train hard so i can play for the sch
(competition is tough... hmmm... just train more vigorously so we can thrash sajc's ass)

6. limit my smses
(since i'm paying for my own bills now, i can't msg as much cos my pocket will burn a HUGE hole in my skirt/pants etc)

7. stop daydreaming/ smsing/ playing bingo/ doddling/ gossiping during lectures
(basically stop doing anything other than listening... its good for me)

8. spend more time with my family
(since i'll be in sch almost 12 hours everyday, i dun see them as much...)

9. try to adapt to change faster
(in case u didn't alr know, its been confirmed that my class is DEMOLISHED so i'll be split up into goodness knows wad class... my fate swings in the balance... melodrama)

10. master ionic equlibrium like the back of my hand
(HA!)

so far the list looks achievable...

except the last one of course...

*groan*

rich, wealthy, affluent

2004-12-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

today was damn fun!!! went back to sch to learn the dance... totally forgot all the steps for hey mama... lucky alyaa remembered everything... *whee* we took turns doing the guy part... got me kinda excited for the orietation... sargas rocks!!!!

after that i left early to go out with my fren... we finished the identities alr so i didn't feel that guilty... me and my fren wanted to watch kung fu hustle but due to circumstances beyond our control we couldn't... ah well, there will be a treat coming so i dun mind... *grin* we just went around plaza sing, heeren, wisma, paragon and taka checking out the designer stores like gucci and prada, acting like we were "affluent" with plenty of cash... we went round checking the price tags of item and pretended that 399 for a pair of jeans were "no big deal... quite cheap wad" (ok, its kinda childish but come to think of it, pple are really too rich if they can afford a plain shirt that has DNKY stamped on it and cost 299) talked crap too... overall, damn enjoyable eventhough we didn't get to watch it... (FRI!!!!! i'm gonna watch it on FRI!!!)

oh yeah bought my slippers too... the old one was tearing apart...

there's a friendly with kranji sec tmr... if we lose, it'll be so throw face... *sigh*

JIA YOU!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

2004-12-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
just wanna wish u guys out there all a successful, prosperous, wonderful new yr ahead!!!

(finish ur hol homework!!!)

the post below is meant for thurs, written on fri... couldn't post it then since i went for leyi's delicious xmas dinner *yummy*...

Yesterday's bbq, sad to say, was totally not fun, un-enjoyable and the worst I've been to...

Started with the last min planning on the guys part... ok, I know guys well enough to know that they are unreliable in planning, always leaving everything to the 11th hour... but hey, they wanted to plan it, so I didn't want to get involved...

And waddya know? They had no list of things to buy, no one bringing stuff like tongs, skewers, aluminum foil etc... those stuff u can't possibly buy... so fine... I get involved (how can I possibly stand back and watch the guys falter?) I brought all those stuff, called Louis to plan the shopping trip, made a list of food and things to buy, called Lucien to arrange the usage of his house… the 'supposed' meeting time was 1... here again, I know these guys well enough to know they will definitely, 100% be late... so fine... I sit outside giant waiting for them for 40 min while they take their own sweet time to arrive... by then the resentment from the night of emergency planning and waking up early to find and pack stuff was already irritating me like hell... so I was a bit short tempered... but hey, who can blame me? (and once I get irritated, I stay irritated)

So we go shopping... that wasn’t too bad... except instead of following my advice and going aisle by aisle, they went haywire and got anything that caught their fancy... so we had to repeatedly whiz through aisles again to search for missing stuff (I'm not the most meticulous of pple but being systematic saves time right?) and only one person noticed I wasn't my normal self (mainly irritated, giving monosyllabic ans) I tried my best to put on this facade of being fine, normal, ok, cheery wadever... I was also starving by then having woken up at 8 and not eating breakfast (u know how that irks me too right?)

So we finish buying the food... then comes to deciding who will go to lucien's house to dump the stuff there... after standing at the lift lobby for so long, we finally decided by playing 'open no.s' by this time, I was feeling really irritated, hungry and tired... (in short, temper was about to explode) it was better after this cos I got to eat and watch sutris, da quan and yun sheng play pool... less stressed...

Went to lucien's house after this to marinate the chicken... and out of the 7 guys there, only da quan came to help me... the rest were playing blackjack (at least offer to help can? Is that so hard?) so fine... I get irritated again... I felt as if I was being treated as a bloody maid, wearing the apron and bowing, saying "sir"... and guess wad I find? The guys mixed the raw chicken with the "cooked food" (diarrhea once in a while is ok, I think to myself)

So now we're at the pit... the preparation of the food was fine, plus finally there was mavis, a very welcome female presence after the guys... at first it was ok... the guys were doing the cooking with the girls... then the guys went off to plan pei wei's b day bash... even after the bbq was over, they didn't bother to help clean up... some of them did, helped pick up the rubbish etc... but they left a lot of rubbish on the floor and surrounding grass... (here, I get pissed) the girls were all picking up litter and putting things away while the guys were all in one corner planning where they were gonna play pool... (excuse me! U guys used the pit too right? Asked us to cook food for u... and u dun pack up?! Gentlemen indeed...) I was already damn pissed with them... didn't bother to talk to them after that...

Now this morning I had to wash (actually, more like scrub) up the tongs etc that I brought for them to use (that they didn't bother to clean), put everything away and account for stuff that "went missing"... brought back all the feelings of resentment I tried to sleep over from yesterday...

Normally I dun get pissed easily... but last night was bad... very bad... I was so pissed with the guys... (thanks for treating me like a maid) I was so tempted to go up to them and shout "bastards!" in their faces... they wanted to plan it and in the end wad happened?

Now my Christmas eve is ruined...

*argh*

shopping list

2004-12-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

here's a list of how much i spent this hols alone...

bag
tops
shoebag
sneakers
jeans
belt
slippers
accessories

total: $ 249.70

i know some of u will be going, *gasp* so much?

its not really... considering i only go shopping twice a yr...

*grin*

bought my sneakers!!!

2004-12-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

calm, rational part 1:
i bought my sneakers today instead of tmr... being a newbie at shoe shopping at queensway, i persuaded uncle agony (i am in deep gratitude to u) to go with me... spent about 2 hours there walking around looking at shoes... was kinda disappointed that i didn't get the one i wanted to... the blue and grey one... i kinda exceeded my budget too... cost me 119 (19 overshot) but yeah... i'm happy...

crazy, insane, irrational, mad, bonkers part 2:
I BOUGHT MY SNEAKERS TODAY!!!!!!!!! ITS GREEN, BLACK AND BROWN!!!! ITS SUPER COOL!!! ONE OF THOSE MODIFIED ONES!!! I'LL BE THE ONLY ONE WITH IT!!!! *WHEE!!!!!* *POPS CHAMPAGNE* *HOORAY!!!*

thanks to irving (uncle agony) for going with me and 'tahaning' my indecisiveness... he was the one who spotted it actually, i didn't really think much of it at first cos i was so set on the blue, grey one i had in mind... he psychoed me into buying it... but i like it! its unique... cool...

now, if only ben tan gets his...

sargas nike sneaker club will be in operation!!!

plans for the following days

2004-12-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

here's wad i've been up to the past few days...

fri:
training... did so many 'dance steps' my toes developed blisters... the skin peeled on one and exposed the flesh... hurts like hell... all conrad's fault!!!! impared my walking... *hmph*

sat:
went xmas shopping for the materials i needed to make presents... jalan besar for __________ and spotlight for ________ (i'm not gonna tell u!!! *wink*) bought a top from gior too...
my mum totally forgot it was my aunt's b day so we missed dinner... funny thing was, the dinner was supposed to be at plaza sing, and that's where we were! my mum suffers from goldfish memory... *sigh*

sun (today):
started making the xmas presents... admittedly, i haven't got far... just finished one... nvm, there's always tmr...
finished maths hol hm!!! *whee!* wad a relief man... (and then of course i still have chem... ah heck... dun dampen my mood!!!)
been discussing forming a nike sneaker club in sargas with ben tan... there's bk in it already... i'm joining soon, on tue (I CAN"T WAIT!!!!) ben tan wants to buy one too! if we can get big baby to get then it'll be cool!

here's wad happening in the following days...

mon:
finish making all the xmas presents
go to the library to return books
withdraw money for the shopping trip

tue:
SHOPPING with gf!!! *tingling with anticipation*
first to queensway to get my long awaited nike sneakers,
then far east for shopping... i'll post a list of the things i buy and gush over the sneakers so dun worry... *grin*

wed:
training in the morn
watching 'national treasure' with joel and amir

thurs:
baddie bbq

fri:
rest from the exertion of the bbq

sat:
CHRISTMAS!!!!!

*hums*
jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way...

do u really trust ur frens?

2004-12-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

when u think u know someone well enough to trust them, think again.... after that, think harder... do u really know them? actually KNOW them, not just a person u crap around with but how they think, wad they are capable of... seriously... some pple i know fall into this category...

today was one hell of a shocker... after sargas meeting 4 of us went to heartland kfc to eat a super late lunch at 3... sat there until 530 talking... never realised someone i thought i knew could so blatanly lie straight in my face... i had a nagging suspicion at first but trusted that person... should have trusted my intuition... i was so shocked... i really believed that person... ah hell... i'm not the only one fooled...

(its actually refering to two diff pple by the way)

really makes u think about whether u can really wholeheartedly trust ur frens...

*grim faced*

cut hair again

2004-12-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

i'll make this short and sweet... o k... relatively sweet... bitter sweet, semi sweet, super sweet etc (argh! i'm lame!!!! cos i'm bored lah)

i cut my hair!!! and before anyone asks me, NO, its not short... damn... why doesn everyone say that? i got a fringe now, so i can let down my hair and not look like a ghost... which is good... cos i will prevent the stupid receding hairline... and i'm not being paranoid... whee!

out with aunt agony

2004-12-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

went out with irving today... played pool at parkway parade classic... damn (i still can't figure out why its 12.40!) i lost everything... couldn't hit straight balls (or any kind of balls for that matter) but its ok lah... lost 4 - 5 (i can see him gloating now... STOP IT!!!! i gave u chance!) went to suntec and walked around after that... talked crap the whole time... went around looking at sneakers... and i still didn't see mine! (ok, technically it isn't mine, i haven't bought it... but SOON!) which means its good... i'm the unique one!!! *wahahahaha* (i can't WAIT!!!)

irving: crappy guy... all sorts of advice... sure it'll work? and stop psychoing me!!!! i dun need psychoing... i'm mentally fine!!! u manipulative aunt (uncle) agony!!!! work ur guruness on someone else!!!

ok............ i get this feeling i'm a bbbbbbbbiiiiiiiitttttt high...

*hiccup*

am i?

painting the banner

2004-12-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

the sargas banner is done!!! (well, not really, but there's only one word left!) its gonna rock ur socks!!!

i spent the entire yesterday at sch (and white sands) painting the banner and doing the identity... from 9am to 9pm... this is the longest time i've ever spent in sch... 12 hours!!! but we achieved a lot i must say... finished the banner (sort of) and a quarter of the identity... AND i learnt how to play bridge!!! (thanks to shifus ben tan and muhsin) so i've joined the sargas bridge club! (oh man... we are so lame... crazy nutty pple)

painted the banner from 10 to 1.30 waiting for ben tan (bt) to come out from dance... everyone was starving... esp me... took a break after bt came out and went to white sands to eat... kayjal didn't eat at the foodcourt with us so she went mac to buy food, a big mac with no patty... to me that's insane... but bk was so astounded by it, he kept asking wad kinds of food she couldn't take, like yong tau fu... everyone was rolling their eyes cos (as everyone is SUPPOSED to know) there's fish stuffed inside... he actually thought that the stuffing was entirely flour!!! *sheesh*

didn't realise bridge was such an emtional game until i came across these pple... bk and bt were so caught up in the game they cursed so loudly everytime they played a wrong hand that the pasir risians kept staring at us (dunno where to throw my face)

we spent two hours at the foodcourt eating and playing bridge... would have stayed longer if not for the fact that hakim (the big baby) was alr in sch waiting for us... yinghui also came later and we managed to finish the whole banner... big baby just lay on the mat and played around with the ball... in the end bk wanted to splash paint over the banner and the guys took turns going nuts with the paintbrush... bt was so excited he splashed paint on everyone...

went with bk, bt, yinghui and big baby to tam to eat long johns... everyone was starving by then since it was alr 9 plus... NEVER EVER go to long john's at tam... the service sucks... totally sucks... we waited for 15 min for our food to come... so naturally we weren't too pleased with them... i'll never eat there again... irritating...

reached home at 11 and straight to zzzzzzzzzzzz

there's another meeting on sat for the identity...

and of course more bridge...

plea for cds

2004-12-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

pple listen up! if anyone of u (yes u! the one reading this!) has ANY of the following cds , pls i beg u, no no... i IMPLORE u to a) lend it to me so i can burn it into my pc library or b) burn it for me (*grin*) anything's possible, just as long as i have the following on my list:

No Helmets No Pads... Just Balls (Simple Plan)
Still Not Getting Any (Simple Plan)
Diary of Alicia Keys (Alicia Keys)
Confessions (Usher)
Songs About Jane (Maroon 5)
Elephunk (Black Eyed Peas)
Suit (Nelly)
Dirty Dancing 2 soundtrack

song:
vertigo (U2)

this will do for now... i have some more actually...

my modem is so bloody slow that it takes me 23 min (on avg) to download a song!!! (A SONG!!!!) which is wayyyyyyyyyy atrocious given the speed of broadband...

would someone pls demand my dad to get broadband?!?!?!?!?!?!

WHEE! factor

2004-12-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

the following are various degrees of my "whee!" factor...

whee! factor #1:
my dad bought a digital camera (fine... i know a lot of pple have it already but hey, for my dad, its a huge step... technology wise...) now i can take photos all the time!!!!!!!!!
WHEE!!!!

whee! whee! factor #2:
i FINALLY bought a new bag... now i dun have to keep using the blue/black nike one all the time... not that i'll chuck it away, just use it less often (my bag has feelings!!!)
WHEE!!!! WHEE!!!!

whee! whee! whee! factor #3:
my dad bought me an MP3 player!!!! *woohoo!* its not just any mp3 player... its a creative muvo tx fm mp3 cum radio!!! *deliriously happy* early christmas present i suppose, since my discman has been dead for a yr or so... best christmas ever!!! (that's wad i always say when i get great presents, but heck)
WHEE!!! WHEE!!! WHEE!!!
(however, one bad point... the memory is only 128mb, which is not a lot (roughly only 30 plus songs *sigh*... but hey, i can always upgrade next time!)

right... if my maths hasn't failed me, i have 3! (for those who are not enlightened, it means 3 factorial) of whee!s altogether... which makes 6...
WHEE!!! (x6)

i'm too lazy to type out everything...

*grin*

summary fo the past few eventful days

2004-12-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

summary of the past few eventful days...

mon:
the suckiest day since mid yr... my phone got taken away again... *sheepishly* i exceeded again... damn... i hate counting and counting, worrying about the stupid bill every month... tiring... ah whatever... the other one's still active though... so just feel free to call of msg me there... no holds barred...
(the sargas banner is gonna rocks ur socks off! just u wait and see... *wahahaha*)

tue:
extra training session with the guys... there were supposed to be 4 girls going but ended up wth only 2, me and shaline... (why izzit always like this? it reflects badly on our team!!!) the guys were really helpful i must say... terence, louis, bernard, yun sheng and da quan really tried their best to train us... its so much better than conrad's training... two thumbs up!!! (i confess... i enjoyed all parts of training except agility... that s u c k s)
louis also helped me to change my grip... (awww... i feel so touched that the guys are so concerned with the girls' performance... *sniff* such sweet guys...)

after training we took a cab to eastpoint to eat sushi at sakae... 4 guys (nerd, lucien, derrick and terence) and 4 girls (shaline, chewy, me and louis)... louis was so hilarious *wipes tears from eyes* he ate 5 bowls of cha soba... 5 bowls!!!! man... after that everyone was super bloated... i nearly puked in the toilet... but the food was *burp* fantastic...
went to play pool afterwards... of course i didn't play... i bet if i did i wouldn't be able to bend over the table *grin* went home early cos i decided to be mummy's girl...

i nearly forgot to mention... derrick dyed his hair blonde and shaved at the sides... he spiked it up and on each tip of the spike he'd dyed his hair green... *faints* when i first saw him i thought he was growing mold... *lol*

wed:
training day... my legs ached so much from agility that i couldn't bend down to pick up the shuttles... mr lee called me "robotgirl" cos i had the tendency to bend really slowly and grunt every time i bent down... *shakes head*(he so childish)... then again i was accused of being a "pang seh queen" cos i didn't eat dinner with the guys (i wanted to watch s'pore idol lah!)
taufik won!!!!! YAY!!!! i voted for him!!!! (admittedly one only, but hey, every vote counts right?)

today:
went shopping!!! sort of lah... bought a top from giordano, a necklace and more rubber bands (these things spoil quickly dun they?)
went to meet chin poh, amir and joel at orchard for joel's early b day lunch/dinner... sat at seoul garden for 3 hours straight eating and talking cock... the guys surprisingly can cook, unlike other guys who can't tell cooked food from raw food and expect me to cook for them... i just left the cooking to the three and they fed me (good arrangement huh? *grin*) they really not shy... joel took a huge plate laden with prawns, beef, chicken, seafood *tsk tsk*... i ate until i nearly burst... two buffets in three days (*argh* fattening!!!! *grin*)

training tmr... wow... i actually feel guilty cos i haven't been studying the past two weeks... *sigh* i'm quite worried for next yr... but i haven't had my fun yet...

always look on the bright side of life (sing it)...

revised schedule

2004-11-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

right... here's my revised schedule after only one day... busy me... my thurs is filled already... super packed now..

mon - sargas meeting
tue - extra training / marina bay steamboat
wed - training
thurs - joel's ealy b day dinner/lunch/whatever cum go out
fri - training / paint banner

my whole week is booked... unless of course anyone wants to book me on the weekends

for further enquries pls conact me at my hp... i'll check my schedule and see if i can squeeze u in... however, i cannot give a guarentee, many pple want my time...

(doesn't that sound like the operator girl?) *ooooooo*

porcupiny hairs

2004-11-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

i took the longest and most insanely boring train ride of my entire life today... all the way from bishan to bukit gombak... 12 stops in all... mind-numbingly boring... by the time i got off i think my legs and butt went numb... but i noticed one thing... the pple there look different from those here in the east... its just smth i can't place, but they look different... hmmm...

anyway, going to bukit timah cc was a total waste of my beautiful sunday (its god's day of rest for goodness sake!) which stupid bugger on the organising committee decided to torture baddie players by scheduling a competition on sunday is definetly bonkers... ruin my sunday...

actually the match wasn't that bad... we lost to sha and may yin but the first match was close... too bad that "woman's bane" came knocking on my partner's door during the match, she developed cramps... *sigh* we are not fated to win (lol) sometimes i really can't stand being a girl/female... why can't guys share the same fate? unfairness...

stayed behind to watch louis and terence play doubles... of course we got distracted by the other girl's doubles going on... damn conrad for his careless remarks that those taking part in the competition were "lousy" and we would "surely get into the finals" wad a load of bull that was... they were good... i'll never trust conrad again... NEVER...

ke xin and sha left early leaving me and yin behind... after terence's last match we took a cab to tampines for dinner... in the cab louis was making a complete idiot of himself (like duh, when does he not?) me, louis and terence were squeezed at the back while yin took the front... stupid louis' leg hairs were tickling my leg "like a porcupine"... just to annoy me he announced he was going to sleep and started "drooling" on my shoulder... then terence said, out of the blue, "i think i'm gonna fart" *lol* so of course to avoid being suffocated louis rammed me into the door and now there's a lovely bruise, courtesy goes to louis...

yin went to meet her mum for dinner so the rest of us went to bk to eat... sat there for 2 hours discussing baddie stuff (the guy's were jealous of our new shirts!!! *wahahahaha*) they both offered to help "train" the girls team (awww... so sweet right?) since, as everyone alr knows, conrad s u c k s... so we've organised a extra training session on tue... goody...

right... here's my schedule for this week

mon - sargas meeting
tue - extra training / marina bay steamboat
wed - training
thurs
fri - training

weird... why is my thurs never filled?

angels and demons

2004-11-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

just finished "angels and demons" by dan brown... its a prequel to "the da vinci code"... its so entertaining i couldn't put it down... i've been reading since 10am today and took breaks for lunch, tv and ice cream but that was it... so now i'm suffering the repercussions, a splitting headache... but it was worth it man... *contented grin*

went to amir's house yesterday after training... as usual joel was l a t e so i was also starved to death waiting for his majesty to arrive... we (or maybe just me) didn't do much... of course we ate tons of food, then the guys played fifa 2002... man u vs arsenal (of course i was rooting for man u, but it all depends on the player right? in this case... *sigh* wad do u expect from him? *wink*) barthez was the goalkeeper and man, was it a splitting image of him (character-wise)... that stupid bugger kept running out of the box into midfield, leaving the goal posts unguarded... lucky man u doesn't have him anymore... after the guys got bored we watched "pirates of the carribean" johnny depp is hilarious man... we should do this more often... *grin*
oh yeah... we took some photos too... when joel gets them developed i'll post them here...

my right arm is aching... the whole length of it... must be the 200 shuttles i threw for sha and yin... how to play tmr?????? damn... i can't even straighten it without hurting... (ah ha! must be some conspiracy by sha and yin so i can't play them tmr!!! *fat hopes man*)

ooooooo... my mum bought the swedish meatballs from ikea and... she's gonna cook it tonight!!!! *whoopee!* yummy yummy! can't wait for dinner!!!

(jealous aren't u?) *smirk*

some personality test thing

2004-11-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

watching shutter

2004-11-23T19:00:00.000+08:00

just came back from watching shutter with amir and joel at plaza sing... another historic day cos its the first horror movie i've watched in a cinema... overall it wasn't really that scary, just shocking, u know, things like the ghost suddenly appearing etc... i'd give it 6/10... i put myself in a "strategic" position in the centre of both so i could grab and squeeze... but it didn't work since my face is still towards the screen...

i have observed different reactions towards the scary parts (meaning, that ghost climbing down the stairs, appearing in the polaroid yada yada) of the movie... see as follows...

Amir:
reaction - pulls cap over eyes and sinks deeper into the seat, occasionally muttering, "this part scary, i dun wanna watch" in a half wailing kind of voice...
most overheard remark - "this guy got balls man"

Joel:
rxn - puts hand over mouth in an effort to stem laughter, never looking away from the screen, saying, "wah, the ghost look like female clown" and laughing
most overheard remark - laughter *he he he* and "its a joke"

Me:
rxn - yelps, buries head into amir's shoulder, then taking frequent peeps at the screen, looking like a female ghost (since hair was untied) uttering, "nonononononono", "why must she loooooooooooookkk?"
most overheard remark - "shitshitshitshitshit"

there... my first horror movie in a cinema...

i've been pretty busy these few days huh? a review of the past few days...

mon - date with gf and gwen
tue - sargas meeting / out with joel and amir
wed - training
thurs -
fri - amir's house / training

right... looks like thurs is pretty much free...

who wants to book me on thurs?

incredibly regretful

2004-11-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

total no of movies watched this month (nov): 3 (plus one upcoming) = 4
including: shark tale, taxi, the incredibles (upcoming: shutter)

no wonder i have no money... *sigh*

just came back from my date with gf and gwen... me and gf watched the incredibles while gwen went wandering around borders... its really nice!!! its a grown up kinda cartoon/animation in that sense... u know, deeper plot, real characters etc... jack jack is super cute!!!! esp at the last part when he turned into a "devil" like creature... (oops, i'm spoiling the movie!!!)
after the movie we went to borders to use my 30 buck gift voucher... man... the cds there are SO expensive... usher's cd was 22.95 compared to music junction, which is 18.90... so wad if its imported? there's no diff!!! its ripping pple off... shameless... i bought the LOTR: return of the king vcd anyway (but it was 19.90, compared to 16.90 elsewhere... i feel so cheated... ah heck...)
its really nice spending time with them... they give good advice... its really surprising how they know exactly how i feel... i really mean exactly... gf can really tell wad i'm thinking of and my concerns and everything... *wow* amazing man... gosh, i miss them so much!!! *sniff*

know something? everytime i see any acjc pple i always have this feeling of regret... afterall my ultimate dream jc was ac... and i choose to stay in mj... sometimes i really regret i didn't pick ac... i knew i could have gotten in and made many frens there... i know its too late to regret now after one yr in mj but the feeling is still there... i dun regret coming to mj for the baddie team and my frens but they wun forge ties between u and the sch... *sigh*

i've never felt any attachment to mj at all...

given a second chance i would leave it in a heartbeat...

but i'd miss the baddie team and frens too much...

well, no use regretting isn't it?

*sigh*

history in the making

2004-11-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been rather hectic... that's why i haven't posted any entry yet... well, here goes...

today is a very historic day... know why? cos its the first time in my entire life that i've EVER pon ANY lesson... i actually skipped sch today!!! (its not something that i'm proud of but as joel says, there's always a first time for everything)
i got up at 9 and amir called to ask me to pon sch (normally i would have declined, but i wasn't in the right frame of mind) so i did, then he outlined the plan for the day... meet him in sch at 1030, then go eat breakfast with him, joel and chin poh... then they'll go plan LAN while i just watch before going for training... and guess wad happens? amir called me when i was on the bus and told me he was going to watch a movie with his frens at 1050, joel was still sleeping and chin poh disappeared... i was so freaking pissed... then i spent an hour and a half in the library reading and frantically msging pple to keep me company... finally at 12 plus joel came to rescue me from my boredom... went to eat lunch with him, seng kim and amir... (lucky amir burned the encore cd if not i would have exploded at the sight of him)

-end of today-

wed:
had training as usual then ate dinner with malik, terence, louis and lucien... *sheesh* all the topics were hilarious... topics including *ahem* go karts, hair (shaving, waxing, hairy legs, underarm hair etc...), different types of baddie players and their characteristics... *laughing like mad*
the hair topic was especially funny... we were laughing so loudly the whole of bk were staring at us... *lol* oh man... *wipes tears off* spending time with them will really make u go insane... i dun wanna state examples... too many...
they actually wanted to play pool but malik, me and lucien couldn't so they dragged me to take the train home (ok... its a super long route...) but the conversation was damn funny sia... i didn't mind the distance, i didn't wanna go home so early anyway...

thurs:
after sch me, lucien and louis went to terence's house to have our "self training"... learnt some useful tips from louis... i was so tired that day... nearly fell asleep on the mrt... when we got down at simei, terence said that we were gonna walk to his house and that "its quite near"... *roll eyes* never never EVER believe terence... its NOT near... by the time i got to his house my knees were gonna buckle and my eyes were half shut... i let the guys play first while i took a short nap... then played doubles, partnered terence first (super kan cheong... always cheong in front... when ur about to take a shot suddenly there's this blue blur that snatches the kill... dang) then lucien (surprisingly we won... i think we partner quite well, either that or louis and terence give chance) then louis (always give me tips along the way, which is good)
after that i really couldn't tahan... let them play while i dozed of... on the way home on the mrt lucien kept urging me to sleep (slept for one stop cos he kept prodding me everytime i opened my eyes)
once i reached home and ate dinner... straight to bed... zzzzzzzzzz

couldn't post on wed cos i was on the phone till 1130...

was too tired on thurs...

not too tired today cos training wasn't that tough and i'm not having dinner with the guys... save money u know?

2004-11-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

the BEST frens a gal could have!!! my beloved baddie team

2004-11-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

another version of the pic... i like the other one better

u can take me hostage anytime...

2004-11-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

aren't those super nice pics? those are the ones taken in ms ong's house during her b day celebrations... u know, the one where i couldn't stay over and was super depressed? (I LOVE THE BADDIE TEAM!)

we had a 5 period break today after maths so me, chin poh, seng kim and amir went to eat breakfast at mac... i kinda miss seeing amir eat... and boy can he eat... finished two hotcake w sausage meals... and i really mean meals... he literally poured two maple syrup packets onto his hotcakes, so it looked like they were drowning in syrup... *sheesh* guys...

after lessons met up with joel at tm to watch 'taxi'... actually, i kinda miss joel too... when he's not there there's no one with the amt of crap as him... whenever chin poh says "ta ma de" he'll go, "ta fa de" or "na bei" and his "na bu" (u know, opposites of everything... *gosh*
anyway, taxi was really hilarious... i thought it one of those action movies, lots of fighting, racing and babes... but it was downright funny... the chemisty between queen latifah and that guy was good... really funny... a good watch i must say... two thumbs up!!!

never watch movies with babes with amir... *roll eyes* when giselle bunchen was frisking (body search) the lieutenant, he was going, "i wanna be her hostage!!! i dun mind her touching me anytime" (sick right? oh man... guys...)

but i have to admit...

giselle bunchen is hot!

deepavali celebrations

2004-11-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

Weeling and Me (*argh* wad a big zit!!! the horror!!!) outside tam sports hall

that's a nice pic isn't it? its using may yin's new phone (which is my DREAM phone, k700i *sniff* i'm jealous!!!) actually, there's another pic, the one where i'm wearing reindeer horns... i'll get ling to send it to me...

just came back from mu's house... deepavali celebrations... his mum and sis are so nice... practically the whole tennis team was there, plus me and chin poh (motley crew from 208 huh?) after dinner we played pictionery, which was damn fun (maybe cos most of us there couldn't draw for nuts) my team had selvin, and gosh... he can't draw... he had the word "insane" to draw and he was frantically scribbling something that looked like a vault, so me and mu shouted gymnastics (cos its the p sqaure) then the other team started laughing like mad (they saw wad the word was) u know wad that 'vault' thing turned out to be? a screw!!!! he wanted us to guess screw lose... *sheesh*

can't blame him lah... most sports pple can't draw... i failed my art consecutively from sec 1 to 2... on one of my art pieces my teacher wrote, "ur fingers look like bananas" which is true, i totally agree with her...

u know wad? i think the tennis team and the baddie pple will get along very well, since all have a screw lose...

or insane (get it?) *lol*

another weird dream

2004-11-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

i think i have blisters on every toe... just came back from training... actually, it wasn't that tiring... maybe my stamina has improved!!! *grin* let's see... we did 4 sets each of the front, side and back, 8 shuttles each... and malik's gruelling random netting, that's 4 set of 20 shuttles... in total, that makes 166 right? wow...

i had another weird dream a few nights ago...
i grew a patch of hair about the size of a rugby ball around my knee... and when i went for lectures, i propped my leg on the seat below and weeling was like, "wah!!! so much hair!!" and started stroking it...

oh no... another weird dream...

(eeewwww... weeling was STROKING my hair!!! *argh* wad's wrong with me?!?!?!?!)

where's IMH? i want the jacket!!!!

PW is over!!!

2004-11-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

just three beautiful, magnificent words...

PW is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*woohoo*, turns cartwheels (technically, i can't, but heck... dun be too literal) *fireworks* *paty poopers* *cheers* *champagne* PARTEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

ok... might be a bit crazy here but i can't believe its FINALLY over!!! one yr of torture... but of course, the last day HAD to have hiccups... namely, not enough min of meeting (thanks to _______) but heck... its done...

now i owe everyone brownies...

dang...

lizard soup!!! gross

2004-11-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

omg... u have no idea how grossed out i am... just watched 'extreme gourmet'... *gosh* they just drank lizard soup... and the lizard was black and huge and had no eyeballs... then the stupid host poked a chopstick in one empty socket to the other... *puke* eeeeeeeewwwwwwww... and chin poh says he ate one before... (just kill me!!!!)

ah anyway... went back to sch for pw today... arranging the stupid file... hopefully everyone will remember to bring their stuff... or i'll make them go home and get it!!! *evil laughter* i can't believe its nearly gonna be over!!!! YES!!! no more pw for me!!! *woohoo*

after that went to eat with joel and chin poh... interesting conversation... joel was eating pig's trotters (which i have never eaten in my entire life) and i realised that i'm not like the avg s'porean... i mean, let's face it, i dun eat innards of ANY animal, anything foreign like legs, neck, head, tail etc... i've never tried any of the famous stalls that always crop up, basically i only eat 'safe' food... which is a pity, since s'pore has a wide selection of food... and the funny thing is, i've eaten at french restaurants, shepard's pie, toad in the hole and all the 'western' stuff while he didn't... and we're in s'pore for goodness sake!!!

sad ain't it? har har (say in british accent)

me and chin poh went to tm after that... mini toons was having some sale and they had this shark chomping thing (i'll bring it tmr... we can have fun!!!) and he bought it... so means it'll be fun tmr!!! *wow wee*

i'll go play with it now...

i haven't got 'bitten' yet!!! *grin*

sweet dreams are made of these

2004-11-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

ok... this is gonna be one l o n g post today... lotsa interesting things happened...

just came back from tampines... watched shark's tale with may yin... its quite funny... (remember the worm?) damn cute...

not my lucky day too... got smacked on my leg by may yin with her racket... accident of course but hurts like hell... left a cresant shaped bruise on my leg... its my's mark of love to me... *blush* (*sheesh* thick skinned)
then at tam mall this stupid, 'blind' bugger pushed the trolley against my foot, now now i have a scar along the ankle... bleeding... *sniff* hurts like hell

i must say this... i saw mr low driving out of the sch when i was walking home... he's apparently a lot richer... bought a new car... a black mitsubishi lancer, the new one... *whistle* upgrade huh? he was wearing sunglasses too (guess he thought it made him look cool)... i wanted to call his name but i decided not to (wad if he gets into an accident?) *lol* and poor ms kaur was flagging a taxi...

my dream: dreaming about today actually... was supposed to meet may yin at bus stop at 7.30am to take the 72 bus with her... but i was super late and my dad drove me there... on the way, my mum kept saying "yi ah... where's the mee siam stall? i can't remember... how?" and on and on... i got so irritated i ignored her... dad was laughing like mad... and instead of ending up at the bus stop, ended up at blk 656 in bedok... i was frantically looking for may yin... spotted her talking to ms isnarti... saw her dad and weeling who was carrying a yellow racket... then i was reminded that i didn't bring my racket... may yin was like " dun panic!!! its O K... i have an extra one" and she whipped out this pink plastic toy racket... and i was going "omg!!! thanks a lot... (yada yada yada)" then they took me to a restaurant which they were eating breakfast in... and i met meixi and lay kuan... then i asked them wad they were doing there... "we going for training wad" , and i went, "oh ya"... and the restaurant served you tiao with fishcake stuffed in the middle... they were going off leaving the food on the table in packets so being greedy me, i grabbed some... there was a whole shelf (from floor to ceiling) of diapers along the wall... we were going to leave when ms ong jumped up and said "oy!! where u all going? help me carry lah!" and kelvin tan (chem lecturer), who was wearing that cap from love meridian day, was groaning away like a spoilt child... "why u buy so many for wad?"... and ms ong went, "for u all lah!" then grumbling, we all took some diapers and walked away...
(here my dream ended cos the alarm rang)

weird dream reason #1: i'm hardly late

#2: my family never went out to eat mee siam and we dun eat it at all

#3: i have no idea whether blk 656 even exists

#4: i have never seen may yin's dad

#5: u can't play baddie with a pink, plastic, toy racket

#6: mei xi and lay kun do not know any of the mj baddie pple

#7: that kind of you tiao is only found in hk... i ate it there

#8: lk and mx are not in the baddie team

#9: kelvin tan does not hang out with us

#10: and we certainly DO NOT wear diapers

there...

pls tell me i'm still sane

i HATE pw!!!

2004-11-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

i HATE pw!!!

seriously... i really really do...

but its gonna end soon when i hand in the bloody file on wed... *smirks*

no more pw for me... i totally loathe it... its the worse thing that happened in jc... the ultimate worse... MOE is cruel... very very very cruel...

ah... gtg go... do the dreaded, blood curling, irritating pw now...

(just realised smth... my fren's initials are pw... *wahahahaha* not him of course... but pw as in project work...)

gonna tell him tmr... *grin*

2004-11-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

just got off the phone with may yin... 9 BAGS went missing in sch today... bags... not only handphones and wallets... plus my baddie teamate lost her mp3 player and diary... that person who took the bags is a bastard... but a cunning one nonetheless... all the bags were supposedly gone during chinese... so it rules out pple taking ao chinese... could be anyone besides them...
(i'm not making a joke out of this but come to think of it, 9 bags gone is ridiculous... how could anyone not have seen someone/s lugging off 9 bags?)
think of how much hassle they have to go thru... pw stuff went missing too... so jian... the thief also threw away one of the victim's file... *sheesh* wad a nightmare to happen...

on to happier stuff... CHINESE IS OVER!!! ok... now the not so gd news... i'm gonna fail it... i'm quite sure... hopefully i'll get a c thru some miracle... then i dun have to take chinese anymore... YAY!!! (can u imagine the bliss?) for the rest of my life i dun hav to be subjected to chinese lessons and tests... but i'll miss all the jokes during chinese... (esp joel's chinese... he he he...) ah well... one day i'll look back and regret i didn't study chinese more cos china is on the rise and stuff... (heck it... i'm not going to china to work anyway)

seriously, the boredom is getting to me... its not so bad now when i'm still going back to sch once in a while for pw but when it comes to hols, i'll be tearing out my hair wondering wad to do... i'm still reading amy tan's hundred secret senses... interesting but full of "yin pple" *grin*

i forgot to mention... i'm ogl of sargas!!! i'm not really complaining here but i wanted regulus... i mean, i've been in reggie during the last two orientations... now i have to betray it... there's a new house too... zosma (weird right? wait till u hear the "cheer"... we are zosma/ we ate osama... *lol*) ah well... i'm fine with it... hopefully the j1s wun be hard to handle... i should be fine... judging from the tour guide thing... maybe some of them will be in the same og...

i'm hungry... going to eat now... (ok fine... its tea break k?)
(stop saying i'm a pig... i just feel hungry k! is that so wrong?)

*oink*

op day

2004-11-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! op is over!!!! *hallujah* finally pw is over (ok... its not really over... i still have to hand in the gpf... but its NEARLY over)
my presentation was quite ok... ques wasn't really that tough... but the other grp... poor things... the examiners were so uptight... they shot ques that doubted the ability of the grp members... so mean... must be that mrs ng... she loathes our class from gp... *sigh* they didn't ask the normal 2 or 3 ques... for the next grp, they asked an avg of 5 to 6 ques... *sheesh* menopause or wad? most of the time i was cringing in the audience... tough luck guys...

i finally gave in to my craving for ice cream today... went to orange julius with my class to eat ice cream (technically, i'm not supposed to eat it since i have a sore throat... but heck... op's over...) and we didn't stop at that... i ate nachos and drank the new orange cranberry smoothie *yummy* now i'm quite broke... after playing pool yesterday with may yin... i still owe her $6 and a drink (played punch)... *sigh* money woes...

i'm dreaming about my soon to be purchase, the nike sneakers i've wanted since like the beginning of time... eventhough i still haven't received money from my aunt yet... she always gives $200 so i hope this yr is no diff... *grin* i dun mind more... so finally i have money for shopping... actually, i dun enjoy shopping... i can't stand going round shops trying on stuff that u aren't intending to buy... my tried and tested method: go to the shop in which u intend to buy the item from, try it on for size and get out... simple and easy... barely takes 15 min... i'll rather spend time watching a movie or over a cup of coffee...

i can't wait to get my sneakers!!!! *gush*

just gd ole plain argh

2004-11-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

as usual, me being the hopeless com dino, can't find out wad the hell is wrong with the blogger post thing... i'll leave it as it is then...

went back to sch today for dry run... guess wad? my grp had the slot from 11 onwards but we came the earliest... the rest arrived LATE... the 9 am grp came at 1030... no wonder mrs quek was blowing steam... i sympathise with her actually... i loathe pple who are late... i'm too impatient to be waiting for pple for donkey yrs before they finally decide to arrive... really irritating

they were going to play pool today but i can't... seeing as i dun feel any better... i have this horrible hacking cough and stupid runny nose... dunno about op though... *sigh* hopefully the examiners have fantastic hearing...
*argh* my ear is blocked... (excuse me while i try to clear it)

alright... i'm back...

remind me never to stay at home in the afternoons unless there are chains on the gates and a dragon outside my door... the drilling is killing me... (there it goes again) wad's with upgrading anyway? workers keep dropping loud, clanging, heavy, metal things that give a deafening thud... its enough to drive a deaf person nuts... and my house is right next to the lift... oh great! next thing u know i'll have a out of tune marching band along the corridor...

boredom really sucks... seriously... i'm bored out of my mind.. there's nothing to do... (here my dad would beg to differ and say there's always housework) well, there's nothing i would WANT to do... ok... there's op coming on wed and chinese ao on fri but heck... i'm not in the mood...
*argh* my ear's blocked again

this is beginning to sound like the confessions of a sick, bored and moodless gal...

(i can't unblock my ears!)

hoarse and unhappy

2004-10-31T15:11:00.000+08:00

ok... this is getting very irritating... i still can't change colour... (wad is wrong with this?!?!?!?!) argh... nvm...

been feeling very terrible these few days... i thought the fever would die down quickly but it hasn't... keeps fluctuating... *argh* plus i'm losing my voice, which is NOT good since i have op on wed and i can't talk... so dao mei... my throat feels terrible... u should have seen me yesterday... it was so cold... (maybe not for u but for a sick person like me) i had a sweater over my shirt, track pants and socks... i would have worn gloves if not for the fact i looked utterly ridiculous... i looked as if i stepped out from the back alleys of chinatown or something... unkempt hair, vacant expression... basically a total mess...

there's something weird about me too... promos are over right? but i still feel the urge to study... *sheesh* there's something wrong i tell u... i just have the sudden urge to read the alkenes notes... (wah! wad's wrong with me????)

the list of successful ogl applicants are up tmr... i'm going back to sch for dry run so i'll go check... if me, ys and nerd didn't get in means conrad stopped us... if its only me then well...

its just me...

sobz the return of MFC

2004-10-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

ah... seeing as blogger has some stupid error that doesn't allow me to change colour, it'll have to be in grey then... dun mind do ya?

its the return of MFC... nope, it's not man u fc... its migraine, fever and cough... i'm sick!!!! *sigh* came down with a raging fever and and throbbing migraine... just kill me... yesterday, i got a temp of 38.1 and today its 39.9... it was so bad i couldn't even stand... its not so bad now after i went to sleep... but i had to come to sch to pass mrs quek the op slides thing... *sigh* the last day of sch with 208 and i just HAD to fall sick... must be the stress...

anyhow, it confirmed... 208 (my class) will be merging with 207 to form next yr's 206... since this yr's 206 has broke in half, with pple either going 204 or 205... *sigh* i'm so gonna miss my class pple... just when we were getting along splendidly, they (the sch) has to go break us up... its way unfair... oh well...

i suppose things never last...

*sigh*

208 is no more

2004-10-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

oh man... u know wad? its confirmed... 04S208 will not exist from next yr onwards... the 8 of us who got promoted (confirmed) will be scattered among the remaining bio classes... (207 is gone too) i feel so sad... i mean, after going thru one yr together and all the ups and downs, i can't believe its happening... *sigh* its so depressing...

i'm mainly worried for those who get retained... they'll have to make frens with the newbies and all... and be subjected to strict scrutiny by ms lai... and me... i'll have to make new frens and try and integrate into the class... i admit... i'm not very open to such drastic changes... just when i'm enjoying the company of my "clique" we have to break... its kinda like the c2 gang situation...

another HUGE worry... the baddie guys... quite a no are on the brink of retaining... i can't stand it... the anxiety is too much... guess a lot of pple are telling me to be happy for myself for managing to get promoted but i just dun feel very elated... i'll miss everyone... *sigh* wad's the use of getting promoted and ending up with a mugger class? i'll just die...

*argh* pray for a miracle and hope everyone gets promoted...

my heart is breaking...

pw is nearly over!!!

2004-10-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

*grin* finally!! its over!!!! (can u guess wad that is?) its pw!!! lol... i've finished my wr and handed it in already... (YES!!!) wad a huge burden removed... pw is nearly over and i'm overjoyed beyond words... *sigh*

anyway... past few days have been stressful beyond belief... i'm never touching the subject on cosmetic surgery again... just kill me if i have to... i'm sick and tired of seeing it over and over again... now i really pity mrs quek cos she has to read 4 grps of wr over again...

went out to play pool with amir, mu and chin poh (they're my shi fus now) on sat after doing the wr... destress see? man... it was so fun... cos they taught me how to play pool properly... like body parallel and dun move ur shoulders, things like that... i'm improving!!! (i think) i'm gonna win them one day... just u wait... ha!

ms lai said today that 70% made it... some got called to meet her and got "invited" to leave sch... including two of my frens... *sigh* esp my classmate... he looked so depressed... poor thing... and "hwmnbn" got "invited" too... dunno wad his plans are but i didn't talk to him yet... ah whatever... he's the master of his own fate... its up to him...

gtg... think they're locking up the it lab...

aching all over

2004-10-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i have time to post an entry... the past few days have been bogged down with pw... wr, op slides and wad not... *gosh* i'm so tired of all this crap... pw just downright sucks to the core... why must MOE make it a criteria for uni entry? wad's wrong with them man? dun they know all it does it ruin friendships, waste time and make us stressed for nothing?

i'm aching all over too... my legs feel like jelly, my arms weigh like lead and my brain is in screensaver mode... man... i feel the after effects of not having training for 2 months... i nearly collapsed and died during training... esp lobbing and pushing... i'm in such an unfit condition... hopefully we have no pt... i'll die if we have to run 10 rounds...

i thought after promos, i can play all the time and finally be stress free...
*cynical laughter*

yeah, right...

i got my phone back!!!

2004-10-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

those who know me well enough know i got my phone confiscated by my parents... but... not anymore!!!
I GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!!
*wahahahaha* i'm deliriously happy... *gosh*... i really thought i'll never see my phone again... happy happy happy...
its still the same old no... 92964928 but i'm stll using the old one (94349825)
can u imagine? i just topped up the old one yesterday... had i known i'd have saved the money for something else... dang... but whatever... i got my phone back!!! *whee* 700 free sms for me to use...
but...
i can't exceed cos its my last chance for redemption... if i blow this chance i'll never see my phone again... ever...

oh man... i feel soooooooo happy... at last i dun have to spend my own money for phone bills... pre paid can be such a burden... *wahahahahahaha*

*skipping away*

open house

2004-10-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

white chicks is damn funny man... just came back from watching it... hilarious sia... imagine two black men going undercover as white girls *lol* esp the part when the girl told one of them to breath in so she could pull the zipper up ~ouch... super funny... went to watch with chin poh... might be the last time spent with any 208 pple... *sniff*

open house was ok... quite a large turnout... didn't really expect so many pple... i thought the "mugger" reputation for mj had spread like wildfire... apparently not... not many pple came to play the games so we ended up playing ourselves... i improved but still lost to kah wee... *sigh* that guy gloat so much somemore... *hmph* not many pple came for the trials too... a whole bunch of sac pple came but they weren't good... dun think they recruited anyone...

yesterday was the day for lying too... hypocrisy man... i was a tour guide, u know, bringing the sec sch pple around to show them mj at its "best"... not a bad bunch of pple... many of them were really keen on coming here next yr... realised something... girls ask a lot of ques, while the guys dun ask any... dunno whether they shy or really got nth to ask... *lol* but the vs guys... cheeky baskets everyone of them...
i didn't really lie either... told them that if they could take the stress go ahead and come here but if they couldn't then better not... (unbaised aren't i?)

went out to eat dinner with the guys later... seems as though its only always me and may yin who go out with the baddie guys... *sigh* dunno where all the girls go... anyway, we went to pastamania to eat... *gosh* i couldn't finish everything... tried the al funghi... which is basically shitake mushrooms in cream sauce... felt super bloated after eating 3 quarts... (wad's happening to my appetite?!?!?!?!?!) the guys went to play LAN after that but we couldn't go in since we were wearing the jersey... i was sooooooo tired by then... hit the pillow straight away...

oh yeah... i'm hatching a plan to talk to "hwmnbn" about his plans for the future... (sounds weird, since i dislike him right?) well... i dun think not liking him means i dun care about him... his results were not satisfactory and he is gonna retain next yr... but i just wanna know wad he's gonna do with his life, maybe counsel him a bit... i think he doesn't have the self control and he's too proud to admit that he needs help... *sigh* i wish i could help him or change his attitude... i'll give it a shot...

*sigh* still haven't done the op slides for the "dry run" on mon...
down with pw!!!!
i totally hate it...

WHY MOE, WHY??????

a day of mixed emotions

2004-10-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

today was... in a way, both happy and sad...

there's a sch song for mj and we had to practice singing it today... it wasn't that bad but it doesn't sound remotely like wad a sch song should sound like... its too... happy... or upbeat... i used to think that sch songs should be somber and serious... ah well... new sch, new style...

i spent the entire day with the baddie team since the photo taking session... we skipped the interhouse games, NYAA talk and the cheering competitions... *lol* wen to f4-5 to sleep instead... i didn't actually sleep but the rest did... was reading george orwell's 1984... *sheepish grin* good story line...

then we met the guys for lunch at bk in downtown east... as usual choas reigns... the guys were trying to "rape" each other and screaming in high pitched voices... *lol* pple kept staring at them, but wad do they care? *grin*
came back l a t e for the decor of the tent... i gave myself the "job" of lala dui since i was having cramps (that time of the month)... wah... they didn't appreciate me cheering for them... esp that nerd, kah wee and terence... tried to strangle me... *hmph*

halfway through the decor, louis asked me to go see the preparations at the hall with him so we went... *gosh* u know wad the guys were doing? instead of setting up the games, they were playing with the hual hoops! (so old still play) that ys is such a clown, throwing the hoop in the air and doing that gymnastics move thing... *lol* and they were rolling it under their legs too... louis couldn't do it the first time... legs too short... *wahahahaha* they made ys the seal and tried throwing hoops over him... so cute! such a fun time...

ah... here comes the sad part... *sniff*

when we went down again, ms ong brought down the list of our promo results, indicating whether we got promoted or not... at first me, may yin and mavis were screaming like mad since we got promoted... but then when we saw the guys' faces we sorta like tuned down... they all looked so downcast and sad... like someone just pressed the mute button... the girl's team was quite ok... most of us got promoted... but the guys... only 3 confirmed...

when i heard that i was so sad... i love the baddie team! we can't seperate! i wun allow it! they're like my second family in mj... and the only reason left for me to stay here! i was trying my best to cheer them up but they were so disappointed and sad... and they didn't do that badly either... only a few more marks to get promoted... i dun care!!! i want us to remain together! they are the only pple in mj i feel so comfortable with... we always have fun when we're together... i tell u... if any one of them gets "kicked out" i'll cry... i really will... i'll really really really cry...

we must stay together!!!!! even though i dislike "hwmnbn", i dun even want to see him leave... i think he knows about me not liking him... but this goes out to him if he reads this...
i know u must be disappointed with ur results... i may not like u much now, but under different circumstances, we might have remained good friends... i sincerely hope u get promoted or at worse retain... hopefully u will, but if u dun (touch wood), i'll still cherish the times when we were good friends... i dun want to see anyone from the baddie team leave mj... it'll really break my heart... its like breaking up my "family"...

to the baddie pple: i love u guys! i really (x infinity) hope that we'll stay together as a team and spend many more fun moments with each other... i can't express how much i cherish the times we've spent together cos there're no words to convey how much i enjoy ur company... i just feel so happy when i'm with u guys...

no way is ms lai breaking up the baddie team! I WUN LET THAT HAPPEN!
(now u know how impt they are to me?)

i love the baddie team!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

*groan* oh man... i'm sore all over... just came back from training... super rusty too... u should have seen us "trying" to play today... couldn't even hit simple shots... ah well... recovery should be quick... hopefully... i still dun have enough power... that's my main weakness... *sigh*

ah anyway... post exam activities... guess wad? interhouse games... (i was so excited... really... REALLY) *gosh* it was more lame than anything... dog and bone, acid river... i wanted to play the water games!!! indoor games are sooooo boring...

after that 2 periods of OP lecture... zzzzzzzzzz...

then comes the fun part!!!! decorating the stalls for the open house... man... it was so fun being with the baddie pple... (I LOVE U GUYS!!!!) we were crapping while doing the posters and making that confounded box... mavis is so slow, if she went any slower she'd be going backwards... *lol* sooooo cute... the guys weren't much help for the decor... they said it was our job... (sexist!!!! MCP!!!!)
anyway... our game is called "shooting shuttles" and all u have to do is ________________ (ah... its a secret!!!! come to the open house to find out!) quite fun but challenging... we were having a mini competition for that... *grin* the guys were such show offs... *smirk*

can u imagine? we had training after that... but it was kinda ok since it was just playing games... initially everyone were trying to get their stroke back... so shuttles were flying all over the place... *grin*
BIG JOKE!!! the shuttles had the velcro strip on them so they could stick to the board... u know wad "hwmnbn" did? he tried to throw shuttles WITHOUT the velcro... *rolling over the floor laughing* so obviously he was so confused cos the shuttle didn't stick.... *wahahahaha* wad a dodz... he tried to cover up for his mistake by, of course, kbing someone... pw was rolling his eyes at me when he "hwmnbn" tried to kb him... oh man... *wipes the tears off my face*

the baddie team is following my example... i call "hwmnbn" - "that one"... u know, since not all of them know wad "hwmnbn" stands for... now everyone is calling him "that one" too... *wahahaha* wad an arrogant show off... u know something? he hasn't got a clue that i dun like him... maybe cos his skin and skull is so thick... hinting doesn't help... he's too thick...

i've got that stupid guide briefing tmr that might jeopardise the lunch plans made by louis, me and ys... they want to eat without me and mavis!!! NOT FAIR!!! the whole baddie team must be together right? how can they not wait for us? *hmph*

but... I LOVE THE BADDIE TEAM!!!

*blush*
(wahahahahaha)

bearing the brunt

2004-10-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

er... i said i was gonna post everyday right? ah well... my life has been consumed with pw, pw and pw... boring huh? *sigh* i hate pw to the core... worst thing ever inflicted upon poor students like u and me... (MOE!!!! WHY?!?!?!)

ah anyway... i've been going back to sch for pw... on sat and today... sian... in the end only me and the guys... it was productive in a sense that the guys were mostly cooperative and came up with good ideas... but they lose steam quickly and get distracted... sometimes i feel like their mother... (*argh* not good! maternal instincts so young?) we were in the library today and leon claimed he heard me scolding alex in the discussion room... (er... i wasn't scolding him... we were arguing) but overall not that bad... managed to get some things done... wr is due on wed and we have to do a good job...

played squash with the baddie pple too... didn't play a lot since everyone was L A T E... (as usual) u can never count on them to be early... played like 2 games then had to go for pw meeting... wanted to play tennis... i just think its more fun than squash... but i dun really have ball sense... ah well... u can't have everything... actually i want to play it cos i'm sick of indoor games... baddie and squash r both indoor, and u get no opportunity to tan... *sheepish grin* i'm too fair... or rather i have this really weird skin colour... in the middle of tan and fair... no nice...

i'm so looking forward to tmr cos i'm going out with gwen and gf!!! *wolf whistle* i haven't seen gwen for so long and gf is always so busy... man do i enjoy their company! 3 lame pple going out together... wad fun... *lol* i can't wait man... if only i can see them everyday... the amount of laughter generated would be... immeasurable... *grin*

alright... gtg do the stupidest, time-wasting, friendship ruining, sickening...........

PW!!!!

*wahahahahahahahahahahahaha* (gosh, i hope no pw teacher sees this)

I'M BACK!!!

2004-10-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

heya guys!!!! i'm back!!!! did u guys miss me? *gosh* i haven't blogged for a record 20 days!!!! its after exams so my interesting life will be posted here again everyday! extra extra! read all about it!!! (sounds familiar? its from superman... *grin*)

ah... let's see... the promos... bio wasn't that bad... but it wasn't good either... *sigh* i messed up the mcq i think... and the essay ques might be out of pt... (thanks to the guys, chin poh, seng kim, joel and amir for trying their best to cheer me up at mac...) chem was terrible... disastrous... horrendous... i'm gonna flunk that paper... maybe i can't even get the 31 marks to get ao... (retention is screaming out at me!) maths was good... the paper i'm most confident of getting a a level pass... (and it was my worst sub in sec sch... oh the irony!) oh yeah... i came up with something... check out my msn nick... "05S208 here i come!" the promos are such a damper... wad a way to end the yr... getting retained... *sigh*

i realised something... i never never ever worried about something so much other than the promos... i was never this worried for o levels... *sheesh* the things promos does to u... i studied like (if i may use the unsophisticated word) shit... and looks like getting promoted is a dream...
but it over so i'm making full use of this "hols" before i get retained! nothing can stop me! *grin*

now going on to my 17th b day!!!!!! as usual... i'm subjected to the stupid sch system who conducts their exams on my b day every single yr... *sigh* dao mei or wad? bio exam on that day that got me really really really depressed and downcast... (why is MOE so cruel?) ah anyway... most of u guys have friendster accounts right? go check out my bulletin post... if i missed out anyone i'm really sorry! i hardly celebrate my b day... it always falls on some stupid exam date, where i'd rather be mugging than going out... wad a sad life i lead... (melanchony music in the background... raining... just imagine all the sound effects... u'll know how i feel...)

actually i'm not supposed to be home yet... i'm supposed to be at ms ong's bro's house with the baddie pple... and guess wad? my dad withdrew his consent at the last min and told me i couldn't ton... *argh* no matter how much i argued and pleaded he still wouldn't let me... or give me a valid reason... makes me so mad... or rather infuriated... we were having so much fun and i had to go home... and i was one of the pple planning the thing too... wtf...
enough about that... we bought food for the steamboat in the morning and guess wad? everyone except nerd and ling were late... *lol* i knew louis would never be on time... and may yin would over sleep... but i was mildy surprised when ling called me to ask me where the rest were... i on the other hand, had to go back to sch cos mrs quek wanted to see us about pw... sian... my grp did pretty badly for wr... *sigh*
after slacking for a while we went to buy the present for ms ong... not a good idea to have 3 guys and a girl buying presents... esp if ur bringing louis along... *gosh* u know he did? when we were in metro looking for a present, he suggested buying a bikini for ms ong... and that's not all... when we passed by the bra section, he walked right into it and exclaimed out loud "wad's her cup size?" *lol* nerd, me and da qun were so embarassed we tried to walk faster to avoid louis... at the toy section, they had those boards that u can erase using some special device u have to run through the underneath... or something like that... some kid had written a very simple equation... so being the hardworking jc students we were... we stood there for 10 mins coming up with maths formulas for kids to "think" about... i think we settled on the double angle formula... in addition, the words "santa doesn't exist" (by me, of course)... imagine some poor kid discovering the truth... (er... if there is a santa and u do read this... i didn't mean anything i said... i've been a good girl... see u on christmas)
the whole day was spent watching the guys play with the xbox... they totally didn't let the girls play... UNFAIR!!!! we watched "into the mirror" after that... we scared ourselves silly by purposely screaming... *lol* damn fun... u should see yun sheng's face... so contorted with fear... (genuine or not i dunno) it wasn't actually that scary... but with so many screaming pple, it adds tension... mavis was scared stiff i tell u... she grabbed me from behind and squeezed so hard... *sniff* i still have red marks to show for it...

just came back from playing pool with the baddie pple... i'm super rusty... *sigh* but i guess after getting retained there should be more time to practice... *lol* wah... the "hwmnbn" is getting on my nerves... when he stepped into the house last night the first words he said were to kb someone... the whole night he was kbing everyone... today during pool he kb everyone... went arcade also kb... when will he ever be NOT kb? (actually, its a rhetorical ques... he will never be NOT kb) *argh* the very sight of him pisses me off... one day i should really shout at him... last night still dare to take my seat... then ask me sit on him... kb... one big fat kb basket... the girls were really angry with him... *argh* i shouldn't mention only the girls... the guys too... someone just stab him with the cue... and guess wad? he's coming to play squash on mon with us too... *argh* if he's gonna kb again... (which he most prob will) he's so gonna get killed... (lalalalalala)

er... if i think of anything else to write i'll update this... can't remeber all that happened during the course of this 20 arduous days... enjoy urself after the promos and good luck to all who haven't finished their exams! add oil!!!

*hugs*

no more posts till after exams!!!

2004-09-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

wow... i haven't blogged for donkey yrs... i think this is the longest i've not been blogging so far... but it wun be the longest soon... this will be my last blog post until the promos are over... *sniff* i know i'm selfish to deprive u of ur source of entertainment for the next 2 weeks or so but for my sake, i think i have to... (*sheesh* the thick skinned bug is infectious!)

anyway, here's wad's been going on in my life...

pe is getting so fun now that the dreaded fitness and training session are a thing of the past... *grin* we played "push vollyeball" on wed... i know u guys out there have no clue as to wad this game is... basically its volleyball played with a huge beach ball about 1m in diameter... its damn fun eventhough it looks childish and stupid... oh man... we had so much fun... i wanna play it again next week! *grin*

today we played soccer... and guess wad? 3 measly guys playing against the 10 girls in my class... *diao* it was really funny cos the girls were the screaming bunch... our "strategy" was to corner the guys when they had possession... its roughly 3 girls to a guy... *lol* their goalposts were 3 times the size of our goalpost... plus cos we had so many pple we had a goalkeeper... whenever they got too close to the goal mouth three girls would rush to block the entire length of the posts... *wahahahahahahaha* man... it was so fun... plus the guys didn't mind getting bullied by us... unlike the guys in another classes...
i'm really becoming attached to 04S208... we're a really fun bunch of 9 1/2 guys and 11 1/2 girls... (joel being the half of each) the guys dun me hanging around with them... i've already become "one of them" *grin*

me, may yin and weeling played squash too... i'm so out of practice already... couldn't even hit the ball when i played the first game... but overall it was really fun... plus we're planning a bday celebration for me and ms ong on the 7th of oct... of course i'm just planning the ms ong portion... they'll plan mine... *big grin* but if u know anything about it dun tell me... i wanna be surprised...
oh yeah... i love the baddie team too... best bunch of guys and girls around... hopefully everyone promotes so we can still be together... there's someone really in danger of retaining since he did so badly for the tests this term... he better pull up his socks...

there's only 2 weeks left to promos and i haven't been mugging as hard as i should... die... i've set myself a target that i wun go online anymore and just spend my time mugging... that's a good plan huh?

mu got admitted into hospital for dengue fever... man... heard he's better now and resting... wad a time to fall sick... poor thing... i'm visiting him tmr with the class after the spca thing... anyone planning to visit him, he's at SGH ward 78 room 20...

all rightie then... i'll be off to mug now... see u guys after the promos where i guarentee my interesting life will be up here again....

happy mugging and all the best for promos!!!!

*mugging away*

first day back in sch...

2004-09-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

today was... how should i say it? interesting... pleasant things happened... *grin*

let's see... when i coming into sch i was thinking, "man... another day of sch after coming back every single day of hols to study... sian half..." as usual i'll scan the canteen for the pl girls to go join them... then i saw lcn who cut his hair into a sort of mohawk/ beckham style... i wanted to burst out laughing right there and then *grin*... he looks so much like derrick who cut his hair like that and later shaved it off after pple's commented he looked funny... and roy the sc too...
(i'm sorry if i hurt ur feelings but u really look... funny... unusual... actually its kinda cute... *lol*)

then during assembly i heard an unexpected (but not unwelcome) news... the whole class seemed to visibly lighten up... can u imagine? we finally managed to complete something during maths! *gosh* and we had so much fun afterwards discussing this happy occasion... esp the guys and me... *sigh* if only this will last... but it wun... *groan*... imagine everyday trying to tolerate, pretend and ignore... it just saps the life outta u... ah well... a day or two is good enough... dun expect much...

they changed the timetable! its a 45 min period after 1145! *woohoo* 5 mins off a lesson is good enough for me... at least ms lai listened... must be all the comments on the board that hinted of a revolt if she didn't do anything... *lol*
of course after that we were totally confused about the timings... couldn't remember wad time lessons ended... but 5 min is good...

but even with the shorter timetable i still felt so drained... didn't feel like studying in sch... i've been there like the whole week of the hols... its getting boring...

good luck to the j2s for their prelims! (goes out to the baddie team seniors and irving)

and this is for da quan who mocked me about the m thing...
my magnificient maths mentor makes mathematical methods mysteriously materialise

HA! there's 9 'm's in this one... i got 2 more!

*sheesh* this is soooo childish...

m u g g i n g

2004-09-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

man... u have no idea how long i tried to get this blog posted... my com is down and so is my sis' one... i vented by frustration by banging the table and miraculously the com restarted and repaired itself... *hmmm* that's weird... if i'm not wrong the seventh month is over right? can u imagine a repairing com ghost? *grin*

er... refering to my last post... the one where i was cursing "hwmnbn"... my apologies... i was really pissed off... didn't mean to be so angry, i guess i kinda lost my head there for a moment... *looks away* he still deserves it... but it happened so long ago and he's prob not aware i found out so i'll just leave it at that... still, its kinda sad that these things ruin friendship u know... ah well...

i've been mugging lately (or trying to)... i'm still quite far behind... i kinda forgot all those chpts that were taught long ago... *cross fingers* i hope its not too late... i dun wanna get retained... should strengthen my resolve to work harder...

my life's so boring now... its just been mugging (and the lack thereof) and nothing else... i haven't watched a movie in months... i wanna watch stepford wives cos i heard from gf that it was really funny... (i need more humour in my mundane life)... apparently dawn wants to watch it too... but i doubt i can... *sigh*
everyone is mj seems to be mugging too... i feel so stressed already...

guess wad? i lost another 2 kg... weird huh? haven't been exercising but still losing weight... must be the brain cells hard at work! *lol* or maybe i dun really have that much appetite anymore... (*gasp* NO WAY!!!! ting yi? not eating?) *sheesh* i'm sure that's wad u guys are thinking.... *grin*...

stress is the best weight loss program... take my word for it...

i know *wink*

2004-09-08T08:07:00.000+08:00

(The author is currently in an extremely foul mood after hearing certain appalling facts about someone... pls excuse the vulgar language and pissed tone... )

U know wad? "he who must not be named" is a star f***er... seriously... I can't believe he was the source of all those rumours (wad's he trying to do? Ruin my reputation?) ... and I thought he wasn't as bad as everyone said he was... (yeah right) I'm actually quite angry with myself for trying of think of him more positively... I really really shouldn't have... he can just go to hell... one day if I cannot take all the shit he piles on my frens (and everyone else), I’m so gonna cause public embarrassment by slapping him in the canteen... publicity at its best... he totally deserves it right to the core... I'll bet a lot of pple have been wanting to beat him up for a very long time... anyone who's planning something to this effect pls inform me... I want in... I'm so gung ho about getting back at him for all the shit... to think I was once... *argh* that thought just makes me wanna go back in the past and erase every memory...

To "he who must not be named": f*** u... get a life cos u seriously need one... stop butting into other’s lives cos ur's is meaningless and insignificant... I really thought u weren't that bad and u had changed... guess I'm totally wrong about u... u know me quite well... and u know I dun get pissed easily but when I do I hate u for life... welcome to my short list of pple I totally dislike and want to avoid... u do not want me to hate u...

"hwmnbn" really spoiled my otherwise perfect day... *argh*... I'm not in the mood to study... if I see him tmr (which is today) he better not even look in my direction cos I'll be fuming mad and fists clenched...

f*** him...

(I wanted to reveal his name here but I guess there's no need to... everyone in mjc who reads this blog will know who he is... I bet they totally agree with me too)

study in sch

2004-09-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

*groan* my class guys are the most perverted and open guys i've ever met... and they dun even treat me like a girl... i was sitting next to chin poh during maths lecture (obviously not paying any attention) talking about relationships and stuff... he told me amir brings "candy" to sch everyday... *grimace* (to those who dun know wad candy stands for, DUN find out) and its true... he actually showed it to me... that started the guys on the topic of wad food would have non-aphrodisiac effects... wad a unplatable topic for 10 am... i was just sitting there with my jaw dropped... they showed little regard to my presence, even asking me if i knew any... *groan* i have nothing to say...

went out to eat with chin poh, mu and amir... mac again... then i took a bus back to kovan thinking i could study at the bk or mac... bad move... both were packed with jc pple and screaming kids... man... so i went all the way back to sch...
the canteen is quite a conducive place to study... being alone is better too...

anyway... i had just finished chem bonding 1 and 2 (YAY!!!!!!) when out of nowhere my downstairs neighbour just popped (i really mean 'pop') by... (u scared the hell out of me u know!) from the moment he sat down he didn't stop talking until his dad came... (irving! u know my frens all complained?!?!?!?!?) *wahahahahaha* that's half an hour non stop...
irving- the integration ques how? can solve not? ur a level maths is at stake here! *evil laugh*

going back to sch tmr to study... with gf, may yin and dawn... busy busy...

ques is... where r we gonna eat tmr? mac is definitely out of the ques!

(oh man... i'm thinking about tmr's lunch when i haven't eaten dinner and breakfast... *groan* oh no!)

russian tragedy

2004-09-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

the hostage crisis in russia came to a tragic end... 155 children were killed... children mind u... i really dunno wad's in the minds of the seperatists... if they think that they can make their point by holding hostage children and keeping them in inhumane conditions (no food, water, sometimes one lying on top of the other, stifling heat), they are so wrong... twisted i tell u... wad have children got to do with their "cause"? its disgusting how they treat life... dying for their cause? *hmph* yeah right... taking innocent lives doesn't promote their cause...
the children will never be able to grow up and experience life's ups and downs... i really pity their families... a generation of children lost just like that... wad about those who survived? it'll be a fate worse than death... imagine going to sleep every night and having nightmares about friends or family that u've seen die right in front of u... it's just sick...

anyhow... i've started mugging already... hope i have enough time... i've gotten some things off my mind already... which is a huge burden off... concentrate more...

i just can't understand how the seperatists can live with the guilt knowing that blood is on their hands...

*grim faced*

date with gf

2004-09-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

just had maths test... wasn't so bad... i think i'll do relatively well *cross fingers*... spa wasn't so bad either... just boring like hell, since it was calculating t test values... *yawn*

went to study with gf again after all that... its really great being with gf since she's so lame... birds of a feather flock together... *lol* which is true... in this case... went to kovan to study... gf's my confidant and philosopher... dunno how she got so much wisdom... i always thought lame pple were just meant to be lame... *grin*

i miss all the lame pple in 401... i think we're that most lame infested class in mj... marcus, gf, me, not forgetting gwen all in the same lamer's club... we entertain man... *gosh* am i accentuating the fact that i'm lame? actually being l a m e is a special gift... its just pple dun realise it since they're not lame... *grin* not jealous r u?

i sorta realised i've been disillusioned all this while... ah well... i hoped it'll turn out for the best but i guess that's not gonna happen... things are not always in ur control... heck it... i'm not gonna be bothered by things like these... promos and not getting retained are the main priorities now... i dun have time to worry about other stuff... let it take its own course i say... life's much better without probs like this...

*l a m e r skips off*

mathematical mysteries make me most madly muddled

2004-09-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

i've realised something... might be extremely slow but here's my conclusion... *ahem*

the ENTIRE baddie team is INsane... (*gasp!* surely not the WHOLE team?!?!?!) seriously! we're all nuts... i went to have our special maths lesson with ms ong today... me, may yin, weeling, ke xin (left early), da quan, yun sheng, wing tong... at first i didn't know there would so many pple going... and i thought... sian... whole day just do maths... i'm so wrong...

the guys took the ONLY table in the entire house and relegated us to the carpet with a mattress as a table... (wad kinda guys are these?!?!?!) anyway... it was getting really boring till lunch when we ordered pizza (again)... being pigs that we are, we took an hour for lunch... talking about ghosts and scary movies... wt's imagination is too wild... i'll never sit next to him in a scary movie... damn funny...

after that we kinda slacked... went to buy tibits and chatted... of course we did maths but... *sheepish grin* not that much i admit... wt and ys were mimicking car racing sounds the whole time... played basketball with a crumpled paper... that slapping hands game... calculated bmi... measured height... recipes for growing tall... basically just nutty stuff... *grin* i tell u we're nuts...
just look at me... i'm crazy... *lol*

the sense of achievement is soooo great! i finished the integration tut! *yay!*
happy happy happy...

i'm going nuts about the m thing too... came out with a new one today... its in lieu of the maths lesson... here goes...

mathematical mysteries make me most madly muddled...

*WWWWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
didn't i tell u i'm nuts?

m m and more ms

2004-08-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

today wasn't very eventful... just went to study in the morning cos they were drilling in the next block... ear plugs dun work... so i called may yin up to study again... went to the wake in the afternoon... thank god his mother is catholic... *smiles*

it has come to this... i haven't started studying yet... and promos are a month away... i'm so dead... so i've decided..

priority 1: study like mad... i'm gonna become a full blown mugger... which means, no dates, outings or other occasions that consume my valuable time... unless they are unavoidable and absolutely necessary...
(blogging is not considered a waste of time until 2 weeeks before promos)

there are no other priorities except the above...

me the mad mugger makes mugging my main mission (cool huh? notice all the "m"s?)

*me madly mugging*

love merdian day

2004-08-31T09:28:00.000+08:00

sorrow cannot even begin to describe how i feel... my good fren's mum has just passed away... its a really sad story... but he's a strong guy, i know he'll get over it soon... i'll be there for u k?

love merdian day was quite fun... eveyone was dressed up so beautifully... but i never wanna choose retro again... s'pore weather is just not for it... all the pple in blue looked so much cooler and more at ease... and so much for the rules... the girls didn't care about the spaghetti srap thing or the slippers... lai was nuts for even thinking of it...

208's perfromance was good... but i think we kinda screwed up a bit... i must say... the sch's PA system just downright sucks... screeching mikes, feedback... the complete works... even the mmc pple agreed...

night program wasn't so bad either... though a lot of pple were mia (missing in action)... think may yin was one of them... only 5 pple from 209 were present... surprisingly mrs quek actually danced with us during the aces day workout and the chicken dance... *grin* so cute...

hui li won sec prize for the individual performance... the whole of 208 were screaming themselves hoarse... the 210 pple in front were covering their ears... (which just shows i haven't lost the screaming ability all pl girls have *wink*)

i'll be going to the funeral later today to pay last respects and all... my whole class should be going... its tough going through this kinda thing... *sigh*

class outing

2004-08-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

i should have kicked my myself for this... anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL (koh)! sorry... i really wanted to msg u this morning but i forgot! at least i wished u already! 17 yrs old and still such a immature boy... *tsk tsk* i still miss 401 though... eventhough u're inside... come to think of it i actually miss the quarrelling... *awwwww*

back to story...

my legs have gone wobbly... i've been walking around far east and clarke quay for the WHOLE day... (its a miracle i haven't collapsed and died)

went shopping with my class for the retro outfits... met them at far east... i really never knew far east was so big... so many nooks and corners with weird stuff... well that's me... i absolutely loathe shopping... its a waste of time i tell u... can't understand why pple can go into every shop to try out something and come not NOT buying anything... but then again that's just me... i was supposed to get a pair of shoes but seeing how "girly" the stuff there were... ah forget it... its one day only... the guys tried out stuff at POA... not bad... they're all wearing about the same thing... the first time the whole class has been so united... think all the girls are wearing skirts... (including me would u believe it?)

after the shopping, we went to clarke quay to book some jamming studio for rehearsal... went quite well... i think our performance will be a blast... watch out for it!

can't wait to see everyone in their retro outfits!

*bounces off*

baddie outing again!

2004-08-29T10:26:00.000+08:00

oh no! my eyebags are getting bigger and bigger everyday... soon i'm gonna look like a zombie... the girls in my class were comparing eyebags in the toilet on fri... *grin* those who dun have them are inhuman... eg. weeling... sleep so much... shui si ni!

yesterday was so much fun! the baddie team went out to celebrate teacher's day... obviously we're supposed to treat them so it put a huge hole in our pocket... ah well... at least its only one day a yr... we went to kenny roger's at marina sq... of course being the greedy pple we are we ordered too much food... our solution? played zong zi mi ma and "saboed" the teachers (ms ong, ms chow and mr lee) to finish eating everything... *lol* we put chilli and pepper on the corn muffin and forced them to eat it! (we are sooooooo cruel)

as usual we went to bowl... i didn't play cos i was wearing slippers... need to buy socks... so ma fan... lol... anyway even if i played i would have thrashed them (at least terence and win tong)... *grin* i got 130 highest score before... (good huh?) lucky i didn't... save their face... (i'm so kind)... lol...

i love the baddie pple! whenever we're together we always have tons of fun and laughter... must be the most enthu and united cca in the mjc... we just ROCK! just came back from one outing and i'm looking forward to the next one already... hope everyone gets promoted this yr... it'll be a shame if we have to break up the team... all of us MUST study k? *lol*

i'm going shopping with the girls in my class later... buying shoes i think... dun have the "retro" kind... at least i have the clothes already... thank god... i dun want to spend so much money on things i'll prob never wear again... *grin* after that is the rehearsal for the class performance... i love the song! its so touching in a way... i came up with the brilliant idea of stapling packets of tissues to the song sheets we're distributing to the teachers... just in case they're so touched they start crying... (i can't help but be lame k)
actually my class have already made 3 teachers cry... *frown* not very good huh? mainly cos we dun pay attention during tut... *sigh* notorious indeed...

my plan of making one new fren every week is going on very well... surpassed quota actually... made 2 this week... lol... a huge network does wonders i tell u... anyway jc is so big... one fren a week is peanuts compared to the whole population...

here's something new...

FRIENDSHIP
there's a wonderful thing
that gold cannot buy
a blessing that's rare and true
and that's the gift
of a wonderful friend
like the friend
i have in u!

love ya!

only one word describes the girls baddie team... ROCKS!

2004-08-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

*sheepish grin* i wasn't supposed to blog until sat or sun right? ah... well... i just can't help it... i think i'm addicted to blogging already... darn...

life is getting sooooo much better! i think the downhill slide has finally reached the end... my class isn't so bad after all... not as un-united as i thought... *grin*

the baddie girls stayed back after sch to decorate the cards for the teacher's day present... man... we had so much fun... thinking of wad to design for each teacher... thanks goes to dawn and zi qin for their artistic talent... all we did were watch the masters at their work and help to shade... *lol* i always have fun when i'm with the baddie girls... we just click lah... if we had a class filled with only the baddie team, i think we'll be the most havoc class around... *grin* I LOVE MJ BADDIE GIRLS! they're one of the reasons i stayed in mj and i'm happy i did... *lol*

got to know a lot of pple recently... i've made a decision to make one new fren every week... *lol* so far i've kept it up... *whee!* mj isn't that bad afterall...

my life is getting better! i know i'm repeating it again, but i really think so... *grin*

(this is kinda like a spoiler... i heard some things recently about "he who must not be named" and how he made my fren cry... that's so... *argh!*... pisses me off... does he have to be so kb all the time? i think he really changed a lot... and i think its really sad... i thought he wasn't that bad... a shame)

i'm really not gonna post anymore till sat or sun... i have no time to study if i do...

sayonara!

i SHOULD be studying

2004-08-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

i so shouldn't be online... but i had to send the wr to mrs quek so... no choice... i also couldn't resist the urge to blog... *grin* excuses excuses...

i did badly for my bio test... barely passed... damn... if this keeps up i can't get a 'b'! *argh* i missed out drawing the standard deviation graph... that cost me 8 marks! (my heart just shattered)... *sigh* must do well for the upcoming one... can't afford to just pass...

i'm getting closer to leon and chin poh... they're really nice guys for "gossiping" with... and they dun seem to mind telling me their problems so i oblige by giving my two cents worth of advice... *grin* (see if it works!) i think its cos we share the same interests and our characters are about the same... life isn't so bad if u've got great frens... *lol* (dun get big headed arh!)

my class chose the theme retro for the "love meridian day"... (actually why would we love meridian if they extended the sch term 3 WEEKS into the holidays? that's atrocious! hello! holidays are holidays! a time of r and r and catching up with pple! NOT FOR LESSONS!i strongly oppose to this! *hmph!*) so the girls are going shopping on sat... *lol* this is the first time we've ever gone out together... hope it'll be fun...

i forgot to mention... one of my grp members gave 1001 excuses for not doing the survey analysis... thereby causing me prolonged agony by making me do the wr by myself! wtf... i can't stand all the stupid excuses like "oh... i've been trying to contact u the whole weekend but none of u picked up" (*roll eyes* can u come up with stupider excuse?) really spoils my mood...

other than that i got nothing to say... i'm not gonna be blogging till sat or sun... got to study... gonna do my meiosis mindmap now...

life is getting better!

*grin*

c o n f u s e d

2004-08-22T16:50:00.000+08:00

hmm... now i'm really confused... just read something that muddled me up... doesn't make sense... must be the eng... *lol*

was talking to leon yesterday about *ahem*... realised that everyone doesn't like him... not surprising actually, considering he's one of the most irritating and obnoxious pple around... even his so called "closest" friends are deserting him... which is just as well... i dun mean to be mean (ah! oxymoron!) but he's really detestable... teases me non stop... i have my limits u know... it pisses me off sometimes... yet i'm still friends with him... (must be my affinity for irritating pple again!)

just got my calculator... the old one died out on me during chem test... lucky i brought another one... *phew!* i dun like the design of the new one but the functions are more impt i guess... ah well...

the heart is so unpredictable... i thought i got on with my life already but... *frowns* its hard to forget i suppose... so many things happening in my life... sometimes i just wish for someone to tell all my probs to and be comforted... *sigh*... not easy huh? its just so confusing to see one thing and hear another... i really dunno wad's going on... argh... headache...
then comes all those sick rumours about me and _____ that are resurfacing again... wth... i tot it was over... pple say anything they want... can't they mind their own business?

gossip and rumours ruin my life...

no stepford wives

2004-08-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

man... it was so wasted... me and gf went out today to watch stepford wives and in the end we didn't... guess why... the freaking tickets were all sold out in lido and cine... wth... i so wanted to watch it cos i heard nicole kidman did really well... and its supposed to be funny... i need more humour in my life...

played squash yesterday with the baddie girls... damn fun... i never realised squash could be fun... i crashed into the wall twice and smacked my toe but it was worth it... if only it didn't have to hurt so much...

chem test sucks... really really sucks... i'm gonna fail this... i'm very sure of it... most of the ques i was going, "wtf... how to do?" and i heard 2 guys say the test was easy... they had better be joking...

very few baddie pple went to eat today... weird... i sense some disunity btw some of them... (no names mentioned)... ah well... its their problem... when i said goodbye to them at the mrt to meet gf, malik was like, "dun care first lah... eat first then go", shaline said "she's going to meet her gf lah"... man... *lol* u should have seen the look on malik's face... it was utter disbelief... hilarious... his jaw dropped open and his eyes grew so round... *grin*
he prob thinks i turned les...

gf and i went to lido... tixs for stepford wives sold out... plus there was this super super long queue that stretched to kfc side... so we went to cine... on the way we passed by swenson's and i was so tempted to eat the topless 5... (its like 1.39!!!! how can u miss such a good bargain?!?!?!) but we went on to cine thinking we had plenty of time... stepford was sold out, bourne supremacy sold out, the village sold out... wth... i couldn't care less about watching by that time seeing as i hadn't eaten both breakfast and lunch *gasp* (i know i know... i haven't lasted this long yet, new record!)

in the end all we did was eat and walk... which was fine with me since we always entertain ourselves anyway... made another date with her to watch stepford wives... i'll call gwen along... she better not have watched it already... i'll kill her...

which reminds me... the promos start on the 4th of oct... which coincidentally, happens to be my BIRTHDAY...

ques is... should i be looking forward to it?

*grin*

s.t.r.e.s.s.e.d

2004-08-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

for the first time in the 4 months that my life has been one hell hole, i actually cried... i was just sitting in the bus, thinking about the first 3 months when my life wasn't shitty and i just cried... i couldn't even believe myself... even after that most heartbreaking thing happened, i didn't cry... and of all times, now...
felt better after crying... it does wonders huh? just wish i could tell someone all my troubles and that he/she will understand... as in really pour out everything... i'll feel so much better than bottling everything up...

at least i have frens who genuninely care for me... :) thanks for being there for me...

and sorry for the foul mood today... i'll be fine tmr...

"he who must not be named" is super kb

2004-08-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

had a maths lesson on national day with ms ong and the baddie pple... as usual we always procrastinate... after lunch we were gossiping about the baddie pple... learnt something which made me quite pissed and disappointed... wt told me about the guys' common enemy, "he who must not be named", and wad he did that made them hate him so much... must admit, "hwmnbn" did a lot of stupid things... the prob with him is he doesn't think about other's feelings before he opens his mouth... i'm not sure if he reads my blog but if he does, my advice is something worth thinking about... consider other's feelings, think before u speak and dun always resort to "action first talk later"...
ur a really great guy, but dun be so kb all the time... think about it ya?

learnt another impt lesson crucial to my continued survival with both legs... never, never, EVER ,
walk next to mu... 8 out of 10 chances that u'll get tripped by him... i'm the sort who doesn't look down when i'm walking so i'm a relatively easy target for mu's legs to trip me... mind u, his legs are really long so i can't really anticipate it coming... scenario... i'm walking along the corridor talking to the guys and making lotsa noise, then out of nowhere this leg comes up and trips me... of course i stumble and whip around to pummel him... but he never learns his lesson, no matter how hard i hit... i think he's used to it... darn...

actually, i really shouldn't be online... i got this major bio test coming this sat... and i've got 3 chpts to go... 3 very very major topics... respiration , energetics and stats... oh hell... i can't afford to fail this... seeing that i'm gonna fail all the bio spas... oh yeah... i have this nagging suspicion that the fish the slc are selling are those from the bio spa... *lol*

gonna watch farenheit 911 with gf... gwen watched it already... (why gwen? why?)... not sure when but i can't wait... haven't gone on a date in 2 weeks...

ah... time's up... gotta study now...

terrible singing

2004-08-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

"our lips are sealed" is barely audible above the blood-curling, hair raising, ear drum shattering renditions of ,supposedly, national day songs... i think this one's "di tanjung katong" but judging from the horrendous singing, i doubt anyone would know the difference... admittedly, i'd rather listen to the duff sisters screech than the "singing" of these pple...
the park near my house has this national day celebrations see... dun think they realise pple would celebrate more with them gone...

lord, please take me now... though i dun want to die young...

but its too excruiciating...

the stress is killing me

2004-08-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

u know wad? i'm very sick of all the deadlines... i feel like my whole life is being dictated by deadlines and more deadlines... homework, pw and goodness knows wad else... dun u feel like ur being constricted by all this work? no freedom to do wad u want... u always have to follow a set of rules and make sure u do the alloted task... i'm sick of all this... everyday i go home weary and deadbeat... after dinner u have to get started on ur homewok straight away... esther lai can go kiss her own ass... wad time to study? i dun even have enough time to finish my homework let alone study... i already gave up tv, reading... wad else do i have to sacrifice? my whole life is on the line... all u get are deadlines... never ending deadlines... i dun even have time to go out... and every time i do, i get this guilty feeling, knowing that i'm wasting a few hours of time to have fun... *hmph* whoever said jc was the best time of ur life can go to hell... other than that they probably never been to mjc... all u see here are pple rushing for time... and teachers chasing us...

besides the deadlines, i have endless problems... friendship, bgr... its gving me terrible headaches... knowing that the promos are in two months and i haven't started studying is one major prob... 208 bickering is another... pw... and other personal stuff... come to think of it i haven't felt happy in a long time... even all the smiles are forced ones... there's so much tension and stress... i feel like breaking down and crying... but it doesn't help... tears dun solve anything... i really hope everyone is 208 works their ass off for promos... i have a bad feeling that 208 will be no more next yr... some things are inevitable though...

i have no life... or rather, it has no meaning...

disillusioned? i dun think so...

210/08 outing

2004-08-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

i'm exhausted... just came back home and i'm going out again in 30 min... my legs have gone numb...

today was a really fun day... after the national day celebrations we had a mini class outing... mini cos only 4 pple went... which is one fifth of the whole class... actually there were supposed to be a whole bunch of guys but they backed out... suckers...

went to pavilion to play pool... it was a combined class outing with S210... that class is really cool... they have the weirdest guys around... lol... mu and amir knew practically everyone in that class while i only knew one so i was kinda feeling left out... but the girls of 210 are really nice... made frens with dawn... we were chatting the whole time about how tough it was being the pw grp leaders and lotsa other stuff... their class seems so enthu compared to 208... ah well...

i eat too much mac... i dun like the food at all but i seem to eat it almost once every week... darn... i'm gonna put on a lot of weight... *grin* after lunch the rest of 210 disappeared so the guys went to play LAN... which in my opinion is one of the most boring games... wad's the point of shooting down computerised pple? but guys... they go crazy over it... after watching them i was so bored i nearly fell asleep... but i must say, cc is really good... though he professes that this was the first time he played... i dun think i believe him... *grin*

jawad (i think that's how u spell it) persuaded me to go watch "the village"... so we went to buy tix but it was sold out at tampines and century square... so here i am... back home... come to think of it, i should have gone back to pavilion... can wait for mu and go home together... then i wouldn't have to come home alone...

ah.... gotta go... my mum's calling me...

deadlines dealines...

2004-08-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

i'm up to my ears in deadlines... the meridian teachers are so wonderful, kind, special and caring... they gave us a whole ton of homework for the whole weekend... aren't they nice? *smirk*

here's a long list of things to do to ruin my "wonderful" weekend...
1. statistics tutorial
2. bio molecules remedial
3. applications of diff tut 3 and 4
4. GP application ques
5. chem equilibrium tut
6. chinese ws (which i have no idea wad it is *grin*)
7. extra ques for maclaurin's series

PW:
1. WR 1st draft
2. evaluation forms
3. survey analysis
4. transcripting

rounding it all up i have a bio test on sat... topics are, ALL THE CHPTS EVER TAUGHT FOR BIO SO FAR... i'm leading a "lovely" life arent' i? jealous?

plus i have john grisham's "the firm" to read before its due at the library...

i LURVE meridian teachers... really, i do!!! keeping me occupied for the next 5 days with homework and PW... wow! i couldn't think of other ways to amuse myself than do homework... i LURVE homework too!
(i'm dripping with sarcasm here... in case u didn't realise)

at least tmr is a half day... gonna play pool with the guys from my class before going for pw meeting... wanted to watch brotherhood but i dun think anyone wants to watch... its too gruesome... drat pw... its ruining my life... our NOM are not updated, the transcripting is behind time, only half the survey is done... is there no end to all the deadlines? *sigh*

the stress is getting to me... i have a breakout of pimply stuff on my cheeks and forehead... its not pimples but some form of them... *argh* i dun have enough sleep and because of that i'm falling asleep during lectures and chinese lessons... *sheepish grin* i can barely keep my eyes open... its bad... i fell alseep on the bus back and nearly missed the stop... not surprising if i sprout white hair...

i'm serverely lacking tv too... haven't watched tv for two weeks straight... *eyesbrows raised* its true... i think i only watched "friends" so far...

*whistle*... i have absolutely no life...

damn pw...

shock...

2004-08-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

in case u guys didn't already notice, the last blog post was in the format of a stats ques... cute huh? i know i know... i'm so creative... (and thick skinned too)...

went to sch on mon expecting shock rxns... and boy did i get it... from the moment i stepped in everyone was giving me the usual bland, "omg!!! wad have u done to ur hair look?!?!?!" look... and the number of pple coming up to me telling me i cut my hair is... a lot... come on, i know i cut my hair so why keep telling me? *grin* doesn't look so bad now i've tied it...

guys and girls have vastly different rxns towards my hair... the girls all said it was ok and "kinda cute" (maybe they're lying... how would i know?) and guys went all out to exclaim how disgusting it looked and how it made me look ugly... its so contrasting right? (or maybe the guys are all out to tease me... how would i know?) overall, good experience, though a little confusing... *grin*

got a lot of things to do this week... including a "learning journey" to ITE bishan... *lol*... we'll learn all right... this is one of the stupidest things i've ever heard of... maybe they're trying to hint to my class that we all can't make it and should quit straight away... to go ITE... it beats going to the zoo every year... it'll be amusing...

i should be doing my work... in the sch library... but its too cold here... i'll get frostbite on my fingers if i dun get out of here soon... which i am after i finish this sentence...

bbbbbbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... *shiver*

stats

2004-08-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

Aim: to find out if there will be any reaction towards my new haircut

Null Hypothesis: That there will be no significant reaction
Alternate Hypo: That there will be a significant reaction

Expected: there will be a HUGE reaction

Observed: there was a GIGANTIC reaction

i was sitting at mac at tampines interchange waiting (as usual) for my pw grp members (who were one hour late)... jo was walking through a huge throng of pple... she caught sight of me and stopped adruptly, jaw dropped... she gave me the "omg!!!! wad have u done to ur hair?!?!?!?!" look...

the whole way to leon's house, alex and jo were giving me tips on how to make my hair grow longer (wash more, go yunnam etc)... jo also kept touching the curls at the back and went... "i feel sorry for u"

reached leon's house... leon came out to meet us at the bus stop... caught sight of me and went "eeeeeeeeee", coupled with the "omg!!!! wad have u done to ur hair?!?!?!?!" look ... didn't realise it was about my hair until later when he sent me to the bus stop... i asked, "it's really that bad arh?"... leon, "yup"... "very very bad?"... "yup"... "extremely horrible?"... "not extremely, but ya... its bad"

i dun blame them... i know its bad myself... at least they're showing their true reactions... i look really really different... they couldn't even recognise me... even my mum says it not nice... hmmm... on the bright side, hair grows... soon it'll be back to the same length and i can tie it up... on the other hand, it'll take at least 3 months... which means playing baddie is really gonna be a huge prob...

chi cal > chi critical
therefore, the null hypothesis is not accepted
ie. that there will be no significant reaction

Assumption: that i'm not dreaming and it really looks totally horrible...

Conclusion: never try new experiments, esp with ur hair...

i cut my hair!!!!!

2004-07-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

ok... i just cut my hair... and i'm half regreting half not... its shorter now, until i can't even tie it... which means i'm gonna heat to death... and playing baddie is a prob... that's the regret part... the not regret part is it looks kinda nice... except it keeps curling... oh well, at least hair grows... it'll be fine once it grows out... hopefully... i look really different so... look out man... even my parents couldn't recognise me... *grin*

past few days haven't been so good... apart from the feeling isolated, i got extremely angry with my pw grp members and a few other pple... was a terrible week... and to top it all of i also had two tests today which i'm quite sure i will flunk... *sigh*

Atlas won the baddie inter-house! (we rock!) didn't play in it... they had some restriction on the no. of sch team players... 3 for both guys and girls combined... but we won anyway... stayed back to umpire the matches...
the baddie guys went nuts... louis brought his camera so the guys act cute and posed for pics... u should see the one ys, wing tong and nerd nerd posed for... u can almost puke... *smirk*, the one with pw and wing tong is comparable... "can grow flowers"... they couldn't play with their sch uniforms so they used the squash rackets to play "hockey" with a basketball, baseball with the rackets and a squash ball and chapteh... *lol* i couldn't concentrate on my match cos they were really animated... should see them play "baseball" and running the "innings"...

*argh* i'm really beginning to dislike this new haircut... i'm so gonna melt in this hot weather... the prob is my back hair is until my shoulders which is fine but the front is so layered i can't tie it... actually i can but it makes a ponytail of approx 2 or 3 cm... *groan* pe and baddie is so gonna kill me... HOW?!?!?!?! i hate unmangable hair! grow faster!!!! if i can't tie it i'm gonna have to cut it short... which i'm so NOT gonna do... (censored language is used here) why did she (the hairdresser) have to cut it so short? its neither here nor there... and hair doesn't grow overnight... oh shit...

making matters even worse... i forgot to take the evaluation forms out of my locker... so i can't do the lit review that is due on MON... *argh* we got a meeting tmr which we're transcripting the interview...

f***

WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY PROBS?!?!?!?!?!?!

past few days

2004-07-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

my pw grp hit a milestone on sun... we became the first pw grp so far in my class that have actually interviewed someone! (we rock!) woffles wu talked a lot... we have one hour plus of recording... most of it was basically his philosophy... which is good for content but hell for transcripting... though he did make us wait for so long... ah well... and he had this damn cool recon mercs... *whistle* must have cost many bombs... these surgeons... rolling in money...

i have huge bruises on my arms... if anyone didn't know better they'll think i'm being abused or something... *grin*... nothing like that... its from volleyball... hurts like hell and its along the whole arm... luckily there's no training this week or i'm so gonna die during gym... victim of that stupid ball!!! leon gave tips on how i shouldn't move my arms but my legs instead... i'll see if they work...

i forgot to mention... today's alex b day... when me, jo and leon were going for the interview, we decided to get chocs for woffles to show our appreciation... then we saw these really cute pig shaped chocs (fei si ni!!!)... so we got three for alex from each one of us... i wrapped it in many many many layers of newspaper and made him unwrap each layer one by one in class... *chuckle* he was so surprised to see it get smaller and smaller... damn funny... didn't have a b day bash though... sad case...

stayed back to watch the inter-house games... er... actually only soccer... mu, thai ger boy and cc were playing so i decided to lend moral support... played against miranda... woah... i never knew cc could actually play soccer... scored two goals... i was sufficiently impressed... i thought he was just being egoistic when he proclaimed he could play well... ah... sorry man... i take my hat off to u... well done...

chem and maths tests this week... not to mention the lit review is due by fri... hell breaks lose... have to mug in order to pull up my dismal grades... hope i dun get retained after promos... mid yr results were bad enough... *cross fingers*

pl musical

2004-07-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

the pl musical wasn't that bad... the standard wasn't the same as "the great i am" but overall quite a nice performance... esp the "cactus woman"... wow... her singing is fantastic... and she's only sec 1... the new addition was dancing... not bad... at first when i went there we had the 2 floor seats at the last row, which is one of the worst seats in the audi... couldn't see the faces... but got a good view of the whole stage...

acs b pple are way too rich... they had landscaped gardens, swimming poolS, dozens of tennis courts and air con classes... rich baskets... first time i came to the new premises... even acs i pales in comparison... and acs i is already one of the nicest schs i've been to...

at the muscial i met charis!!! *woohoo!* i haven't seen her around since the release of os... and eventhough she lives right downstairs... but she moved over to cherry hill already... she's still at sr and regreting... well... same as me... we had a good talk during the interval... found out some stuff... she can't really cope with the 4 as she's taking... poor thing... and the teachers at sr suck... very poor thing... basically she's regreting that she ever went sr... ah well... we all make decisions we regret... like me... one thing she said really made me think about why i chose to stay... actually... the main reason for me staying is kinda not valid anymore... but there's always the baddie team (we ROCK!!!), gf, may yin and the rest of the pl pple here... not to mention 401...

i only reached home at 12... on the train i was having a really nice snooze when i was woken up by the vibration of my hp... and guess wad? it was louis... an infernal time to call pple right? he called me to tell me that many pple weren't free to to watch malik and conrad perform at far east... hello? its 12!!!! ah... but i kinda pity them... in the end no one is gonna watch... *grin*

actually i found out from someone... (can't remember who)... that a lot of pple in my class dun like my class... no names of course, but yeah... i tend to agree to a certain extent... this class doesn't have unity and pple can't click... i really miss 401!!!

*sigh* regrets...

2004-07-23T14:27:00.000+08:00

*yawn*... i'm really sleepy now... supposed to be at maths class with weeling etc but i'm not going... my absoltuely brilliant beyond brilliant excuse is that i'm going for the pl musical later so i'm "not free"... *lol*... i'm too tired to do maths anyway... rather enjoy the air con and free internet access in the library...

my pw grp is getting me a little on my nerves... esp when they dun do or bring stuff i specifically msged them and wheedled them to do... ah well... its happens when u do projects so i'm gonna have to get used to it... the prob is, i'm really impatient so it doesn't help...

i heard the musical kinda sucks... its supposedly not as good as "the great i am" which by the way, totally rocks!!!! if they come up with some crappy performance i'm seriously asking for a refund since the tix price is a way atrocious $20 and the great i am was only $10... it better be good cos i'm going there with high expectations... hopefully they wun have some stupid dress code restrictions again cos i'm so not going there dressed to the nines... its in acs b for goodness sake...

wed was a really good day... training actually ended at 5!!! cos the hall was used by the counsellors for rehearsal so we had phy... but overall still not so bad... except one of them which left my thigh muscles aching like mad... now i know wad yun sheng was feeling... *groan* i haven't recovered... not sure how to play during tmr's training... i'll manage... i hope...

magan is disturbing me now... so irritating... standing right next to me and staring at the screen... wu liao... can't she go and do her own work? *lol* and she's reading this... (go away!!!)

ah anyway... gtg... going home to bathe and maybe take a nap before the musical... i nearly fell asleep during the counsellor's thing... i didn't even know khalisah was president till this morning...

so much bitching

2004-07-20T19:04:00.000+08:00

have u realised that mjc has a lot of bitching? surprise surprise but yeah its very true... the backstabbing is worse than i thought... the past few days were kinda ok... but today... man... i think everyone here bitches about others... the girls are the worst... i'm not saying of of them... just a significant number... u know... i thought being in a girls sch for 10 yrs of my life would qualify me to be some sort of expert on the behaviour of girls but hey... i'm so wrong... girls here are just not wad i'm used to...

prove me wrong but most girls here only have a few conversation topics... like guys, guys and guys... that's basically it... maybe cos pl never had any guys that's why i'm not used to it... it disconcerting u know... they dun like sports, jokes or anything not emotional... that's why the guys are so much better to talk to... sometimes i feel so alienated from girls... i'm beginning to understand guys more than girls now... weird huh? freaky...

today was totally bad... for everyone in my class i should think... first came some incident during lunch, then during pw... that's where it hurts... some of the class apparently have doubts over my treasurer's book... they think i'm swallowing the money or something... they wanted ms quek to verify the accounts so they could trust me... that's just sick... just becos they dun want to pay an extra $10 for notes... then came all the arguments about how i should collect money and fines... it just hurts that some pple dun trust how i collect their money... never was this an issue when i was one in sec sch... i know they have the right to know wad they're paying for but i can't just keep breaking things down and clarifying all the time... my book tallys... all the figures add up and i write down everything we spend on and debts incurred... that just pisses me off...

then comes all the stress about pw and the debates tmr which i have so not prepared for... everyday i'm so stressed out... its exhuasting... i really wanna escape from all this but u can't just run away from probs... they dun settle themselves... i'm breaking out in pimply things on my forehead... and i'm falling asleep during lectures... shit... i can't cope already... this just sucks... someone just kill me...

and i thought my life was getting better...

yeah, right...

2004-07-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

*rubs eyes* i'm exhausted... just came back from changi airport where i was doing pw... this is the best meeting we ever had... we did so much today and it was fun too... there was crap and there was work... they go together nicely... *lol*

my arms ache from gym today... i'm not used to the new racket yet... dunno why i keep hitting the frame... damn... and smashing into the net... can't believe it... i'm gonna get may yin to play with me on tue... changing my grip too... hopefully it helps...

after training all the girls had to rush off somewhere else so i went to eat with the guys... when they were about to reach the toilets, they went, "a... pple playing bball... i feel like playing"... so i ended up sitting there for half an hour while they played... i even fell asleep... *sheepish grin* can't help it... i seem to be eating mac all the time when i'm with them... they can't think of anything else creative... *lol*

i managed to wheedle louis into sending me to the airport... *smirk*... lucky i did, if not i'll be all alone for 1 1/2 hours waiting for the guys to come... when they finally arrived, we moved around looking for power points for leon's laptop (which wasn't charged) from starbucks to food court to starbucks again to bk... *lol* but overall very well done... finished interview ques, evaluation... i'm satisfied... *grin*

*yawn* i'm bummed out... still got lotsa homwork i have to do... *sigh* go sleep first lah... still got meeting tmr...
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